haiz...!!

i miss my boyfriend soooo...much..!
i felt so lonely... :(
i been away for 3days...i when to labis segamat..
with my parents,grandma, ducky,ellyna,shikin and tasha
bored to death coz there's no internet,im down with fever/flu
all i do is...take my meds and then i sleep...wake up breakfast
meds,sleep....damn it sey...
this is not vacations...there's no fun or great time for me while
i was there...hmmm...!!

odw home from labis..reach jb..i got a phone call from my bf yuyu
his in australia...im so excited to the max...when i got to hear his voice
i didnt know he wait for me till australia time is about 1;30am while singapore
is 10;30pm...hehe....so touching of him... :) love u dear.!

then!!! he deliver d bad news...that i tot he already reach singapore..
coz he suppose to be home on friday...thats why i die..die wanna go back
friday too... :) but!! yet...he got to stay till tuesday...hmm...
all i can do is pray for his safety..and wait for his return home! :)

yes indeed..i deadly miss him!! lols
hmm...i guess i want him to have a peaceful mind in australia..too
like a mini vacations..while at australia his planning to meet his uncle..
so i said..go..meet him..since u already there...why not meet him..and..stay
for couple of night...catch thing's up....then he said...am i angry with him...
haiz....why does everybody get me wrong? while i have a good intentions sey?
but yet..! i told him..no...this is me...hehe...go have fun...! enjoy urself..aite dear..
im not e type who control people..coz i don't like being control too :)
so this is give and take..,hmmm....hope he really don't get me wrong..
coz he sound pissed at me...for no reason...! :(

hmm....i hope he don't think that i controlin him or watever..
im juz trying to understand him...while he can know abit more
about me...

anyway...yeap...
i miss him..alot...


thats all... peace outs..