in two weeks time... hubby will be back... yeay!!!

cant wait for that... the only tym we spent together...
which is suckz... only 1week...but yet...still got time...da cukup
alhamdulilah..... hubby...u knw dat i love u so much..
i wll never ply ur heart...and i hope u oso dont play my heart ok?

i cant stand another broken hearted... or being hurt,,
i dunno what i do...if u break my heart...
coz all i been giving u..is all my love and care to u..
so dont break it...k syg...?? :(

i takot u tgl kan i...utk gal laen..or gal yg mengatal kan u! :(
haiz...nape la ade rase2 ni semua...hmmm...

sesungguhnye feeling paling aku tak suker...

hehe...whatever pon...love u syg,,!

and plz dont ask picture mane?
u nak tahu gi check ur damn hardisk.. n look for it urself
jgn nk suro i tunjuk or tgk samer2 since u knw i kepala angin..
so check sendiri pat hardisk tu..and pandai2 delete it!!! faham?
thank u... hope u tak tanye byk soal...coz I DONT LIKE IT!
JUZ CHECK U HARDISK N DELETE THEM THANK U!

love u syg... muacks!

moving on...

haha....i still love my hubby..
i juz get easily angry at...

but juz wish he didnt lie to me...

insya'allah...amin....

teary eyed after i found out on my hubby hardisk..
still hav his ex picture, questions dat came to my mind
is why still keep them? when u miss them u see does photo isit?
hmm...i was in shock tho..i try my best to be strong n think
positive..that does all are old picture...yet..another thing came out..
about his photo wif his ex-gf.. about e nick name... "yusyashidah8586"
i tot i was e only one wif him? tot datz his idea on our relationship??
he amaze me when he told me dat he came out wif this name "yushani8684"
i didnt know..it was made before he knew me.. hmmm... sad and tears..
now i totally hate that nickname!!! yushani? before it... its yusyashidah!!

yuck!!!!! hate it...and bullshit..!!
heart burnin when i found out that still hav his ex photo in
dat damn hardisk! he told me he already delete it!! months ago??
are u lying to me? or u missed deletin it??? argh,,,!!! seriously..
i need to cool myself down....

why does i think dat he..didnt delete it,,,
and wanna keep it as a memory???

ya allah...tabahkan lah hati ku ini...
aku sgt marah ni.... :( haiz...

if u ever lie to me dear...
i swear...i wont be happy..like i use to be!!

hmmmm........

happiest moment in my life...

25 june 2011

our big day!! :)

hugz!!! love u hubby...muacks..!!

(ur appearance is a great gift from Allah to me
i will always tresure every moment when we together..

keikhlasan hatimu untuk mencintai diriku..tak
terkata buatku..hanya ku mampu..untuk mencintai
dirimu kembali dan untuk selamanya hingga ku pergi..)

ur love - wifey - hani

loving u always hubby!

what are does words do i have to say to my hubby
that i always need him by myside.. every seconds
every minutes and every hours n every day?
i know his working in australia.. not much tym for us
to spent tym together...i need to be more and more patients
then before..life get abit more difficult after marriage..
maybe for this coming 5years to come.. insya'allah
we both can cope in anything and everythings.. :)

yeah honestly i really do miss my hubby so much
at times sometym it bring me to tears..if he is not around
or close to me..
i miss hugging him to sleep sometime..
i miss every little things we do...
like go out to catch movie..dinner fun tym.. laughin
jokes etc...

a month his out for work in australia.. and only a week at singapore
and spent tym with me and his family.. to me seriously not enuf.. :(
wish i could juz fly and be with him forever..in his arms...
i feel safe n relax when he is with me... yeah..sometym we fight..
but that wont bring us down.. we settle things fast...syukur alhamdulilah.
:) seriously i thank ALLAH for meeting me with my husband.. :)
alhamdulilah he can support me and take gud care of me..
eventhou there's up and down in relationship..but if we dont do wrong..
we never know what is right to do in future or to make things better...

yeah..main thing is i always need u around sayang..
no1 can understand me like u do..
i want ur arms tight around me and protectin me..
hugz.. love n miz u sayang...

i dunno why...im in tears now... :(
maybe missing u badly and i cant seem to be apart with u
anymore... this avril lavigne song really mean alot to me
u shud listen to it syg (wish u were here by avril lavigne)
that songs tell all..

i cry listenin to it..while thinking of u my dearest hubby...
love u... muacks!!