Tuesday, November 16, 2010

angry but yet sad mood at the same time...

after 2 days..my bf is away...
my ex faizal contact me by msgin me saying...
(juz wait and see..he will be back with me no matter what)
haiz....can't he juz wish the best for me??? im happy now with yuyu
what more u wanna see? faizal belittle me enuf already...
he make me cry with painful tears...shatter...what more he wants from me?
didnt i already end the relationship with him?? why dnt he understand dat i
have already move on...?

he msg me..saying juz wait n see...i got nervous n scared...
so i msg him saying im getting married next year..and im going to invite
with no bad feelings..i juz want him to be happy for me like shah did...
he got angry and reply...
i bersumpah u TAK AKAN BAHAGIA DGN YUS
kalau kawen pon TAK AKAN BAHAGIA AND END UP WILL CERAI!!!
and akan kembali ngan dier semula...dier bersumpah demi allah..
u tk akan bahagia kalau kawen ngan yus....i bersumpah demi al quran..
u tk akan bahagia ngan yus...and i akan kembali ngan u...juz wait and see...
dats what he said....haiz....

haiz...i was soo upset after reading it...
but yet i think positive...i am going to be happy as
i am happy now... i dont give the hack to him..
yet i told my sisters and parents of what he send to me..
my dad explode...my dad said...ni budak nk kena bantai ngan aku ke ape??
i was so surprize how my dad react!!
but i said...biarkan dier..biar sumpah tu makan dier..
dier solat...and da dewase...tak kn dier tk tau...tu berdose..for prayin
like dat for me...

no matter what..my decision is make...im going to stick with yus..
and hope yus do the same for me..till e end of my life...insya'allah