yet again...another birthday...say gdbye to 24 say eewww....hello
to big 25..hahah..

i wanna say thanks to my mum and 2nd sis..4 d surprise..birthday party
at her new house...hehe..den after dat...i when 4 a movie...wif bella..and my 3rd sis
(jennifer's body..) 4 d second tym..hehe..i loike d movie...damn cool...
megan fox...so cute..acting as a bitchy devil...eater..haha..

yeap..ntg much after dat...

i wake up this morning wif a..bad dream!!
i dream of jumping or maybe falling?? haiz..
wat a fucked up dream siol...hate dat part!!
i was in this school..then..minutes later my niece
drag me to d ladies room...askin me to touch up
and everything..i ask why.. she juz told me u will see..
then i was like ok..!! (wat da heck siol) after that...
i was so angry..den i was at d adge of this block..??
dunno why...i dnt think i jump..maybe someone push me??
coz..in my dream i was never near to end my life siol..!!
den suddenly boom!!! den wake up..
damn suey..siol..!! scary...

asthma attack!! i cant breathe sei...totally hard to breathe..
haiz...lucky never..die..!! hahaha...i juz ask my mum some cash..
then i go..doctor..myself.., doctor say...ok..dnt talk much...go emergency
room...hahaha...then i use vantolin...hehehe...
like i said..lucky i never die...liao..! hahaha...

haiz...,another boring day for me..,my niece and nephew (rifdy and nina) drop my guitar and pakai benda tajam gariskan my pc screen...mampos.....rabak siol... darah boil giler.., nk pukul..
bkn dorg tahu...bt den..parentz..dorg tk jaga.., haiz...bingit siak!! aku beli pakai duit aku..
senang jer..dorg nye anak kasi jahanam..!!! argh!!!!!!! damn...angry...,

ard 12.30 am.. i notice dat my darling blacky (my cat) is missing
for few hours..damn..i tot hes at home..but yet..he try to escape..
but lucky my mum found him ard..1am..at 7th floor.., i cane him,
i love him so much..i dunno wat i do..if i lost him..haiz.. i so lucky
my mum found him...hehe

this is rifdy my 1 n only nephew..

kak awi (sis in law) deliver da bad news to me..
she told me that rifdy (my nephew) have to go on
a surgery coz..no change to his kidney problem..
between this 3 months..if there is no change..surgery
have to took place.., haiz...juz hope everything change
and hope he be ok..soon...