i meet my friends sha2 again..today.. ard 3+
meet her at tampines mall..,before she arrived..
i go shopping 1st..,buy 3 ladies sweater..black sleeveless
and a sunglasses..then we eat at kfc..we chat2 then when
shopping again..and itz tym to go home..she told me its to early sey..
i said let's watch movie..haha..then she said..omg!! why never tell her
early?? she oso wanted to watch movie..but itz to late., i have to go home oready
mum call my cell..tup3..i take bus 168 when st8 home...hahax,
i reach home ard 9+

my aunt come over but i missed her..by 30mins..
she when home oready.., but she told my mum
that her future son-in-law..what's to match make me..with
his friend..? and his friend..oso really wanted to get to know me..
to me like ok..?? but im a nobody.., no aducations..and all
i told my mum..who really wants a girl..who have no future with??

look at me and asri..?? he's from poly..me?? no where?
end up broke up..with him..because..of his family??
i know the main reason why...
im disable..unwanted person..that's who i am..now and forever..
haiz..hopefully everything change..and change soon..

and hope that i can heal too..

btw...shud i say yes to know hidayat friend??
or..i juz keep being single..?
omg..!! im afraid that all guyz have the same..attitude..

oh..god..please help me..
release me..from..what ever bad thing's are going to happen to me..
i had enuf..already..