someone special

i have to admit.. that i like this guy in irc.., i give him my no. we sms...for so long
but u know.. guys in irc cannot be trusted...., to me he's kind..honest, funny and cute
what every gals dream of..(to me la..) he ask me out couple of tym..but i say no.. (coz parentz won't allow me to mit chatters..) after few tym i said no.. he stop..mgsin me.., im kinda down..
for d past few days..lonely..n miserable.., my parentz noe..abt this..guy.. (i told abt him ) but yet..still can't mit him..hmm.., what shud i do..sey??