tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-50683504034133476012012-02-16T18:36:57.757+08:00mizzundaztoodhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01715974607910258802noreply@blogger.comBlogger1141100tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5068350403413347601.post-84937352452394017232012-02-14T08:24:00.002+08:002012-02-14T08:25:44.599+08:00feeling sad..and unhappy about myself...lately..<div>too stress...and i cant focus..that much...</div><div><br /></div><div>hmm...what's wrong with me nowdays??</div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/5068350403413347601-8493735245239401723?l=badattitude-mizzundaztood.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>mizzundaztoodhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01715974607910258802noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5068350403413347601.post-55752028460585915272012-02-13T07:37:00.003+08:002012-02-14T08:23:46.892+08:00im juz bored!<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/5068350403413347601-5575202846058591527?l=badattitude-mizzundaztood.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>mizzundaztoodhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01715974607910258802noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5068350403413347601.post-74017001410816424902012-02-13T07:26:00.000+08:002012-02-14T07:37:14.398+08:00follow kak lyana (3rd sis) to dentist and we when ikea after that..<div>saw a mediacorps artist smting awaludin..hehe..he is my favorite..</div><div>but yet..he so arrogant! eeee...from like go to dislike st8 away!</div><div><br /></div><div>then a night about 8plus i reach cck while hubby is waiting outside </div><div>corridor..smoking..he insist me to start calling him "abang" hehehe...</div><div>well i try okey...it wasnt easy i tell ya...hehe..</div><div>after 10mins he ask me out for dinner..so i call my bestfriend (shasha)</div><div>to tag along with muz (her husband) which they always never fail to keep</div><div>us company...(luv u guys) they're super called our blood now..</div><div>they are easy to meet nowdays..after we both are married..</div><div>unlike "fida bubble" dier luper kwn habis..."fed up" pfft! always make</div><div>a false meet up thingy...nvm! end that story..</div><div><br /></div><div>now we twinnie (myself and shasha) plan to go on a holiday juz the</div><div>two couple of us...maybe juz malaysia..not that far away place..</div><div>i juz wanna relax..my mind.. which depends on hubby salary..</div><div>insya'allah...but deep in the corner of my mind.."i wanna save the money instead"</div><div>rather then spend it..on vacations..since we both were tights on our pockets</div><div>lately..after hubby didnt work for 3mths..."its super tough" never in my life</div><div>felt this kinda feelings..."dugaan dan cobaan" but alhamdulillah we cope things out!</div><div>syukur..</div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/5068350403413347601-7401700141081642490?l=badattitude-mizzundaztood.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>mizzundaztoodhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01715974607910258802noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5068350403413347601.post-41817889740020456492012-02-10T00:18:00.002+08:002012-02-10T00:30:34.965+08:00its been long time since i last update my blog..about my life..<div>well i have change and i learn to be a women..and responsible wife</div><div>and mom to my angelz "cats".. i love my angelz..and my husband so much..</div><div>they meant the world to me...without them...i dont know what i do...</div><div><br /></div><div>recently we celebrate our 15mths together as a couple..</div><div>and celebrate our 7mths wedding anniversary..</div><div>hope we keeps on counting till e every moment we both close</div><div>our eyes forever..insya'allah...</div><div><br /></div><div>now im hoping that soon we will get our own house to stay..</div><div>where my angelz will always be around me forever..</div><div>and finally try our best to have our every own kids..</div><div>insya'allah (kalau diizinkan allah) amin...</div><div>hope it will soon too.. coz my mum really wanted to see our kids</div><div>before her time comes..which i really dont want it to come.. :(</div><div>love u mummy..muacks..</div><div><br /></div><div>to dearest hubby..</div><div>no matter how bitchy or arrogant i be</div><div>or i always pick a fight or start a fight..</div><div>i love u always sayang..i know im pain in e ass</div><div>sometime..but i cant help it sometime..i gotta tell u what</div><div>i felt in my heart..that not all the time that ure always right.</div><div>yeah...we have our UP and DOWN.. but we still work things out..</div><div>alhamdulillah..look at us now.. we are happy..and deeply in love..</div><div>syukur kepada nye..</div><div><br /></div><div>i always pray for ur safety..at work or whatever u do dear..</div><div>coz i cant seem to see ur hurt or sick.. it really breaks my heart..</div><div><br /></div><div>coz i wanna tell u this my love..</div><div>ur the best boyfriend..</div><div>the best friend</div><div>the best counselor</div><div>the best mentor</div><div>the best advisor</div><div>the best guy i ever known!</div><div>ur my husband and i love u for the way u are..</div><div>truly urs sayang - ur wifey.. muacks! </div><div><br /></div><div>so remember..that i always love u..no matter what..</div><div><br /></div><div>only at times when things goes hard on us..</div><div>our mind keep changing thats where i need us to be strong</div><div>to face whatever comes towards our relationship or etc..k dear..</div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/5068350403413347601-4181788974002045649?l=badattitude-mizzundaztood.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>mizzundaztoodhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01715974607910258802noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5068350403413347601.post-39189823264813939202012-01-30T15:01:00.000+08:002012-02-12T15:25:03.347+08:00im abit worried now.. after..one of my niece<div>ask me..."do u have any baby in ur stomach"?</div><div>i smile and reply "no i dont...belom ade rezeki agy"</div><div>yet deep in my heart...is crashing!! insya'allah kalau ade</div><div>rezeki...insya'allah ade..."dat is what i keep telling myself"</div><div>to make myself calm! hmm...</div><div><br /></div><div>yuyu's elder sis is pregnant! insya'allah this june 3rd</div><div>she will delivered a baby gal! insya'allah..</div><div><br /></div><div>hope after her..she bring me gud luck..and pass it on to me..</div><div>rezeki utk ade anak! hehe...</div><div>soon...maybe next year...ade la rezeki..kite utk timang anak sendiri pulak</div><div>hehe..."wait patiently and hoping and praying to allah.." insya'allah...</div><div>amin... :)</div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/5068350403413347601-3918982326481393920?l=badattitude-mizzundaztood.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>mizzundaztoodhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01715974607910258802noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5068350403413347601.post-62980102179770016772012-01-26T14:57:00.000+08:002012-02-12T15:01:06.318+08:00hubby got a new job...syukur alhamdulillah..<div>he's back working with CORE IRM.</div><div><br /></div><div>to me syukur...atleast he's working and there is money</div><div>to pay all his dept! and im with it...</div><div>coz i dun1 to be stress every end of the month thinking..where to get money!</div><div>hehe...</div><div>anyway..im juz so blessed!! and thankful to allah..</div><div>syukur alhamdulillah..</div><div><br /></div><div>next insya'allah...rumah la pulak..</div><div>saat yang ku nanti-nanti kan..hehhe</div><div><br /></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/5068350403413347601-6298010217977001677?l=badattitude-mizzundaztood.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>mizzundaztoodhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01715974607910258802noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5068350403413347601.post-91084831944820935212011-11-11T02:27:00.002+08:002011-11-11T02:33:13.858+08:00things that been playing in my mind!<div><br /></div><div>ape penyakit yg aku ade?</div><div>ape salah aku..sampai orang bilang aku berubah?</div><div>ape dose aku sampai orang nak marah2?</div><div>kenapa asyik sakit kepala dan urat mata selalu sakit?</div><div>biler boleh ku ade umah sendiri? (boleh bawak angelz) *da tak sanggup berpisah*</div><div>kenapa aku lose weight sampai byk skali?</div><div>kenapa rambut aku gugur?</div><div>kenapa aku selalu fikir yang aku tak akan hidup lamer?</div><div>suker ke mertua ku pada diriku? kerana ku selalu sakit?</div><div>sanggup kah suamiku..hidup semati dengan ku? *jika ku betol2 berpenyakit*?</div><div><br /></div><div>haiz...ya allah....tambahkan la hatiku ini</div><div>tenangkan la fikiran ku...</div><div><br /></div><div>insya'allah amin!</div><div><br /></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/5068350403413347601-9108483194482093521?l=badattitude-mizzundaztood.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>mizzundaztoodhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01715974607910258802noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5068350403413347601.post-46422611052101000702011-11-11T02:04:00.002+08:002011-11-11T02:24:51.012+08:0026th july 2011<div><br /></div><div>my world change big time...</div><div><br /></div><div>mum was admited in ktph for 2weeks</div><div>due to stroke.. :( that moment really breaks me apart..</div><div><br /></div><div>now november 11,2011</div><div>juz after 2days on 27th birthday..</div><div>i have to admit that i miz my mum so so much... :(::</div><div>we shared everything together...ups and down..</div><div>sadness or joy...everything...</div><div>mum total change after she had stroke... she could'nt walk</div><div>or talk like she use 2... i cant share things with her anymore..</div><div>coz i don't wanna think too much...</div><div><br /></div><div>since then i keep alot of things to myself..</div><div>break tears and feels so alone..</div><div>only mum understands what i feels...</div><div>no matter what she gives gud advise...</div><div>dear god...please heal her fast. i miss her so much....</div><div><br /></div><div>i miz traveling and talking to her..</div><div>i miz her laugh..</div><div>i miz her joke...</div><div>i miz everything about her...before she is down with stroke...</div><div><br /></div><div>mak adik sayangkan mak..</div><div>amponkan dose adik terhadap mak..</div><div>adik takde niat nak marah2 mak..</div><div>im juz too stress mak.. nape mak macam gini..</div><div>kenapa harus terjadi pada mak..</div><div>adik takde siape lagi nak ngadu..nasib..atau sesuatu cite gambira..</div><div><br /></div><div>alot of people didnt realize why i change..</div><div>they never ask... but they always complaine..</div><div>"u change alot" "ure not the same"</div><div>there is alot of answer that i show.. still no1 get it!</div><div><br /></div><div>i know takdir..da tertulis yang mak kena stroke..</div><div>tapi i still tak boleh terima..nape mak..</div><div>nape mak aku yg aku sgt syg...jadi mcm gini..?</div><div><br /></div><div>tiada siape lagi yang aku boleh ngadu..atau bermanje..</div><div>coz mak byk diam..and fikiran sendiri..</div><div>ya allah...sembuhkan lah penyakit ibuku..</div><div>berikan dier kekuatan..utk tempuhi segala ini...</div><div>ampon kan la segala dose nye..</div><div><br /></div><div>hanye padamu ya allah..aku berdoa.. :(:::</div><div><br /></div><div>tears can't stop falling everytime i think of mum</div><div>at time i wanna go back to mum place..juz to see if she is better</div><div>and mean time hilangkan rindu...dan hilangkan rindu pada angelz (my cats)</div><div><br /></div><div>but stress tak abes2...</div><div>mane rumah tak terhurus</div><div>bapak marah2..</div><div>stress dibuatnye...mmg balik umah yuyu relax..</div><div>tenang...tapi tak samer dgn balik umah sendiri that i been living for almost</div><div>half of my life..there... :(</div><div><br /></div><div>takde ke siape yg tahu ape didalam hati ini??</div><div><br /></div><div>missing my mum so much... :(::</div><div>miz the way she was...</div><div>love u always mum... muacks..</div><div><br /></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/5068350403413347601-4642261105210100070?l=badattitude-mizzundaztood.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>mizzundaztoodhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01715974607910258802noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5068350403413347601.post-11328287244919928432011-10-20T17:09:00.004+08:002011-10-20T17:17:38.919+08:00today we celebrate our 1 year anniversary on 20th october 2011<br />exactly 1yr back..where our love blooms..hehe..<br />insya'allah..hingga ke akhir hayat kite...amin! :)<br /><br />i wanna celebrate it... maybe watch a movie<br />or having dinner or juz go out!! hehe...<br />in the mood of love..*blush*<br /><br />but both of us is having a flu! (-.-)<br />hope it will go away soon...insya'allah..<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/5068350403413347601-1132828724491992843?l=badattitude-mizzundaztood.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>mizzundaztoodhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01715974607910258802noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5068350403413347601.post-70324523817142660522011-09-24T02:17:00.002+08:002011-09-24T02:23:50.911+08:00in two weeks time... hubby will be back... yeay!!!<br /><br />cant wait for that... the only tym we spent together...<br />which is suckz... only 1week...but yet...still got time...da cukup<br />alhamdulilah..... hubby...u knw dat i love u so much..<br />i wll never ply ur heart...and i hope u oso dont play my heart ok?<br /><br />i cant stand another broken hearted... or being hurt,,<br />i dunno what i do...if u break my heart...<br />coz all i been giving u..is all my love and care to u..<br />so dont break it...k syg...?? :(<br /><br />i takot u tgl kan i...utk gal laen..or gal yg mengatal kan u! :(<br />haiz...nape la ade rase2 ni semua...hmmm...<br /><br />sesungguhnye feeling paling aku tak suker...<br /><br />hehe...whatever pon...love u syg,,!<br /><br />and plz dont ask picture mane?<br />u nak tahu gi check ur damn hardisk.. n look for it urself<br />jgn nk suro i tunjuk or tgk samer2 since u knw i kepala angin..<br />so check sendiri pat hardisk tu..and pandai2 delete it!!! faham?<br />thank u... hope u tak tanye byk soal...coz I DONT LIKE IT!<br />JUZ CHECK U HARDISK N DELETE THEM THANK U!<br /><br />love u syg... muacks!<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/5068350403413347601-7032452381714266052?l=badattitude-mizzundaztood.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>mizzundaztoodhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01715974607910258802noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5068350403413347601.post-7281038929500918142011-09-24T02:16:00.001+08:002011-09-24T02:17:34.284+08:00moving on...<br /><br />haha....i still love my hubby..<br />i juz get easily angry at...<br /><br />but juz wish he didnt lie to me...<br /><br />insya'allah...amin....<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/5068350403413347601-728103892950091814?l=badattitude-mizzundaztood.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>mizzundaztoodhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01715974607910258802noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5068350403413347601.post-59900482482273259832011-09-23T23:37:00.002+08:002011-09-23T23:48:29.367+08:00teary eyed after i found out on my hubby hardisk..<br />still hav his ex picture, questions dat came to my mind<br />is why still keep them? when u miss them u see does photo isit?<br />hmm...i was in shock tho..i try my best to be strong n think<br />positive..that does all are old picture...yet..another thing came out..<br />about his photo wif his ex-gf.. about e nick name... "yusyashidah8586"<br />i tot i was e only one wif him? tot datz his idea on our relationship??<br />he amaze me when he told me dat he came out wif this name "yushani8684"<br />i didnt know..it was made before he knew me.. hmmm... sad and tears..<br />now i totally hate that nickname!!! yushani? before it... its yusyashidah!!<br /><br />yuck!!!!! hate it...and bullshit..!!<br />heart burnin when i found out that still hav his ex photo in<br />dat damn hardisk! he told me he already delete it!! months ago??<br />are u lying to me? or u missed deletin it??? argh,,,!!! seriously..<br />i need to cool myself down....<br /><br />why does i think dat he..didnt delete it,,,<br />and wanna keep it as a memory???<br /><br />ya allah...tabahkan lah hati ku ini...<br />aku sgt marah ni.... :( haiz...<br /><br />if u ever lie to me dear... <br />i swear...i wont be happy..like i use to be!!<br /><br />hmmmm........<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/5068350403413347601-5990048248227325983?l=badattitude-mizzundaztood.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>mizzundaztoodhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01715974607910258802noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5068350403413347601.post-59312918614052821742011-09-14T04:00:00.002+08:002011-09-14T04:08:35.104+08:00<a href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/-Vg7r_ERtmIM/Tm-2pwWkKSI/AAAAAAAAADs/yqeIMlNk1ks/s1600/photo%2527s%2Bfrom%2Bhani%2Bdaniel%2Biphone%2521%2B074.PNG"><img style="MARGIN: 0px 10px 10px 0px; WIDTH: 214px; FLOAT: left; HEIGHT: 320px; CURSOR: hand" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5651936885843700002" border="0" alt="" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/-Vg7r_ERtmIM/Tm-2pwWkKSI/AAAAAAAAADs/yqeIMlNk1ks/s320/photo%2527s%2Bfrom%2Bhani%2Bdaniel%2Biphone%2521%2B074.PNG" /></a><br /><br /><div>happiest moment in my life...</div><br /><div><br />25 june 2011<br /><br />our big day!! :)</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>hugz!!! love u hubby...muacks..!!</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>(ur appearance is a great gift from Allah to me<br />i will always tresure every moment when we together..</div><br /><div>keikhlasan hatimu untuk mencintai diriku..tak<br />terkata buatku..hanya ku mampu..untuk mencintai<br />dirimu kembali dan untuk selamanya hingga ku pergi..)</div><br /><div><br />ur love - wifey - hani</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>loving u always hubby!<br /></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/5068350403413347601-5931291861405282174?l=badattitude-mizzundaztood.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>mizzundaztoodhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01715974607910258802noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5068350403413347601.post-13941839407092401862011-09-14T03:42:00.003+08:002011-09-14T04:00:02.859+08:00what are does words do i have to say to my hubby<br />that i always need him by myside.. every seconds<br />every minutes and every hours n every day?<br />i know his working in australia.. not much tym for us<br />to spent tym together...i need to be more and more patients<br />then before..life get abit more difficult after marriage..<br />maybe for this coming 5years to come.. insya'allah<br />we both can cope in anything and everythings.. :)<br /><br />yeah honestly i really do miss my hubby so much<br />at times sometym it bring me to tears..if he is not around<br />or close to me..<br />i miss hugging him to sleep sometime..<br />i miss every little things we do...<br />like go out to catch movie..dinner fun tym.. laughin<br />jokes etc...<br /><br />a month his out for work in australia.. and only a week at singapore<br />and spent tym with me and his family.. to me seriously not enuf.. :(<br />wish i could juz fly and be with him forever..in his arms...<br />i feel safe n relax when he is with me... yeah..sometym we fight..<br />but that wont bring us down.. we settle things fast...syukur alhamdulilah.<br />:) seriously i thank ALLAH for meeting me with my husband.. :)<br />alhamdulilah he can support me and take gud care of me..<br />eventhou there's up and down in relationship..but if we dont do wrong..<br />we never know what is right to do in future or to make things better...<br /><br />yeah..main thing is i always need u around sayang..<br />no1 can understand me like u do..<br />i want ur arms tight around me and protectin me..<br />hugz.. love n miz u sayang...<br /><br />i dunno why...im in tears now... :(<br />maybe missing u badly and i cant seem to be apart with u<br />anymore... this avril lavigne song really mean alot to me<br />u shud listen to it syg (wish u were here by avril lavigne)<br />that songs tell all..<br /><br />i cry listenin to it..while thinking of u my dearest hubby...<br />love u... muacks!!<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/5068350403413347601-1394183940709240186?l=badattitude-mizzundaztood.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>mizzundaztoodhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01715974607910258802noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5068350403413347601.post-22798241013002740982011-04-07T22:23:00.002+08:002011-04-07T22:29:55.094+08:00i gotta find job soon!! (-.-) i feel like a burden to everybody.. without money...without a career..without a life nowdays everywhere and everything use money... i can't keep asking around..or wait for sum1 to give me i got no life!! im a burden!! pfft!.. bills is stacking up..higher unpaid... haiz... :( why does this feeling always..come? why do i always easily get upset and feeling lonely.. eventhou i already found my beloved fiance.. ya allah..ampon kan la segala dosa ku.. bantu la hamba mu ini...<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/5068350403413347601-2279824101300274098?l=badattitude-mizzundaztood.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>mizzundaztoodhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01715974607910258802noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5068350403413347601.post-24903436392500614932011-04-07T21:52:00.002+08:002011-04-07T21:59:25.895+08:00the only 1 week off...to spend tym with u happiest moment of my life.. time is precious...spend it wisely.. i juz wanna spend the whole week with u.. every seconds every minute every hour every day... and always... love n miz u dear...<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/5068350403413347601-2490343639250061493?l=badattitude-mizzundaztood.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>mizzundaztoodhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01715974607910258802noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5068350403413347601.post-78201523161384969752011-04-03T17:03:00.002+08:002011-04-03T17:12:45.163+08:00OMG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! AVRIL LAVIGNE is coming to singapore on 9 may 2011 again..!!! im soooooo going for the 3rd time..!!! hahahax... fan giler!!! can't wait..!! can't wait to gooooooo!! :P yeay!!!! hehe<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/5068350403413347601-7820152316138496975?l=badattitude-mizzundaztood.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>mizzundaztoodhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01715974607910258802noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5068350403413347601.post-47625167682918562152011-03-28T11:58:00.003+08:002011-03-28T12:12:57.135+08:00<a href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/-rWWtCInKoJg/TZAIGCQoeGI/AAAAAAAAADg/Rt9QWvhx__A/s1600/loving%2Bthis.JPG"><img style="MARGIN: 0px 10px 10px 0px; WIDTH: 240px; FLOAT: left; HEIGHT: 320px; CURSOR: hand" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5588976037345654882" border="0" alt="" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/-rWWtCInKoJg/TZAIGCQoeGI/AAAAAAAAADg/Rt9QWvhx__A/s320/loving%2Bthis.JPG" /></a> <br /><div><a href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/-KSO_dACt5GQ/TZAIFyNBHJI/AAAAAAAAADY/eIi65D1wwnI/s1600/super%2Blove%2Bthis.JPG"><img style="MARGIN: 0px 10px 10px 0px; WIDTH: 240px; FLOAT: left; HEIGHT: 320px; CURSOR: hand" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5588976033035525266" border="0" alt="" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/-KSO_dACt5GQ/TZAIFyNBHJI/AAAAAAAAADY/eIi65D1wwnI/s320/super%2Blove%2Bthis.JPG" /></a>Believe this is true</div><br /><div>When i say I LOVE U</div><br /><div>Every words i say</div><br /><div>Only meant it for U</div><br /><div>Ur my HEART</div><br /><div>Ur my SOUL</div><br /><div>Together we will be Till the moment we </div><br /><div>grow old...</div><br /><div></div><br /><div></div><br /><div>I LOVE U SYG... </div><br /><div></div><br /><div></div><br /><div></div><br /><div><a href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/-yka9HMDqCJM/TZAIFjyWj4I/AAAAAAAAADQ/-0Iz3swgmkk/s1600/love%2Bthis.JPG"><img style="MARGIN: 0px 10px 10px 0px; WIDTH: 240px; FLOAT: left; HEIGHT: 320px; CURSOR: hand" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5588976029165588354" border="0" alt="" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/-yka9HMDqCJM/TZAIFjyWj4I/AAAAAAAAADQ/-0Iz3swgmkk/s320/love%2Bthis.JPG" /></a> <br /><div>March 27,2011 (Sunday)</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>Where u and me</div><br /><div>Promise to stick TOGETHER...</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>In june it will be FOREVER... :)</div><br /><div>blush!! love u dear...</div><br /><div></div><br /><div></div></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/5068350403413347601-4762516768291856215?l=badattitude-mizzundaztood.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>mizzundaztoodhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01715974607910258802noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5068350403413347601.post-17732879699845269962011-03-19T03:04:00.003+08:002011-03-19T03:41:13.377+08:00hmm...<br /><br />my baby is flying off tonite 10.10pm saturday night<br />now is already 3:05am,his in my place sleeping over..<br />its hard to not seeing him everyday like i use to for the past 3weeks<br />hmm...im sooo going to miss him...<br />his on my bed now..already in his dreamland..while i can't sleep<br />hoping saturday come late abit juz for me..to spend time with my syg...<br />i cant sleep..coz i dnt wanna miss a thing with my syg..<br />i really hope dat here is australia where he can work n meet me like always..<br />coz i cant seem to be apart from him..<br /><br />his my everything to me..<br />my world..<br />my life..<br />my baby boi hubby...<br /><br />i juz wish dat no matter what..<br />he will always be fine when his at work<br />or in everything he do..<br /><br />end of next week..insya'allah..<br />his parent coming over..for discussion for our marriage.. in june<br />and its like a mini proposal..but without my syg around..<br />its juz his family.. :( how i wish he also come..so we can take picture..<br />but its ok...i juz wait for my baby to come back home..and retake new picture<br />of us!!! :) hee..!! gotta stay happy n smile always..<br />coz we are getting married in june insya'allah...<br />mudah2an takde ade ape halangan...amin..!<br /><br />to my dearest sayang (yunus bin ahmad taib)<br />i love u syg... :)<br />eventhou we know tak sampai setahun..<br />i felt like i already knew u for years..<br />as i know u do feel that too..<br /><br />kite abit similar..<br /><br />kepala angin..<br />kepala batu<br />but!!!! both loving and caring for each other..<br />thats the most important thing in a relationship..<br /><br /><br />love u syg...<br /><br />hope baby never betray n or my love..<br />since i already said...ur my everything so many many many times<br />so dnt ever ask me..if im honest or not..! i sidekick u den u know!<br />hehehe....<br /><br />i harap baby setia forever..<br />pai i close my eyes..and rest in peace..<br /><br />missing u always..<br /><br />ur future wifey<br />hani daniel..<br /><br />with lots of love...<br />muacks!!! :)<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/5068350403413347601-1773287969984526996?l=badattitude-mizzundaztood.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>mizzundaztoodhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01715974607910258802noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5068350403413347601.post-41686001316039524882011-03-15T15:35:00.003+08:002011-03-15T15:38:45.315+08:00<a href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/-KrsjMMxsNHU/TX8XRKVuOAI/AAAAAAAAADI/gWsA-3WVbEw/s1600/034.JPG"><img style="MARGIN: 0px 10px 10px 0px; WIDTH: 240px; FLOAT: left; HEIGHT: 320px; CURSOR: hand" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5584207646563383298" border="0" alt="" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/-KrsjMMxsNHU/TX8XRKVuOAI/AAAAAAAAADI/gWsA-3WVbEw/s320/034.JPG" /></a><br /><div>shocking news..!</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>im getting married soon..</div><br /><div>june to be exact! hahax..</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>yeap..its fast...but da jodoh..</div><br /><div>:)</div><div> </div><div>this is me and my future hubby!!</div><div>blush!!! </div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/5068350403413347601-4168600131603952488?l=badattitude-mizzundaztood.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>mizzundaztoodhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01715974607910258802noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5068350403413347601.post-17581364670661073722011-02-04T21:01:00.002+08:002011-02-04T21:06:11.513+08:00ppl keep telling me i change alot..<br />hmm...do i?? thats the question that been<br />playing in my mind...<br /><br />hope i didnt bring hate to ppl i love or care..<br />im juz a human being...who is also have mistake<br />in the past or future if i did...<br /><br />i didnt mean to hurt sum1 or...etc<br /><br />im sorry if i change till i didnt realize..<br />haiz.... i hope they give me a chance to change<br />for the gud...insya'allah....<br /><br />im sorry for everything..<br />for not being gud..or perfect..to anyone..<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/5068350403413347601-1758136467066107372?l=badattitude-mizzundaztood.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>mizzundaztoodhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01715974607910258802noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5068350403413347601.post-52851243031173089322010-12-12T16:18:00.001+08:002010-12-12T16:19:51.117+08:00my baby.. outstations again...to australia<br />this time for 6 weeks then 1 week back to sg<br />omg! im sooo gonna miss him..badly...<br /><br />hmm....hope his safe no matter what....<br />loving u syg...muacks!<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/5068350403413347601-5285124303117308932?l=badattitude-mizzundaztood.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>mizzundaztoodhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01715974607910258802noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5068350403413347601.post-84130569156495013142010-12-10T16:15:00.000+08:002010-12-12T16:16:21.486+08:00first kiss...<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/5068350403413347601-8413056915649501314?l=badattitude-mizzundaztood.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>mizzundaztoodhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01715974607910258802noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5068350403413347601.post-78659264436247575182010-12-09T16:12:00.000+08:002010-12-12T16:17:33.088+08:00why people always have the feeling of jealousy and unappreciated???<br /><br />i hate it when it happen to me....<br />can't they see im happy now....as i ever be??<br />hmm....insya'allah...i won't be a burden to them anymore...<br />i will go away...from here...then u will know how much u'll<br />miss me...<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/5068350403413347601-7865926443624757518?l=badattitude-mizzundaztood.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>mizzundaztoodhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01715974607910258802noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5068350403413347601.post-8603092690289626582010-12-05T16:20:00.003+08:002010-12-12T16:24:28.895+08:00my baby do the brave thing...by asking<br />my parents to take my hand and marriage!<br />insya'allah next year june or july....all i know<br />is before raya next year... :)<br /><br />his the first bf that really meant it...<br />he's not joking...thats make my spirits grow!<br />omg! insya'allah..kalau ade jodoh..<br />tk kemane....<br /><br />love u syg! ;)<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/5068350403413347601-860309269028962658?l=badattitude-mizzundaztood.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>mizzundaztoodhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01715974607910258802noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5068350403413347601.post-72954886707388687742010-11-27T22:17:00.002+08:002010-11-27T22:33:15.396+08:00haiz...!!<br /><br />i miss my boyfriend soooo...much..!<br />i felt so lonely... :(<br />i been away for 3days...i when to labis segamat..<br />with my parents,grandma, ducky,ellyna,shikin and tasha<br />bored to death coz there's no internet,im down with fever/flu<br />all i do is...take my meds and then i sleep...wake up breakfast<br />meds,sleep....damn it sey...<br />this is not vacations...there's no fun or great time for me while<br />i was there...hmmm...!!<br /><br />odw home from labis..reach jb..i got a phone call from my bf yuyu<br />his in australia...im so excited to the max...when i got to hear his voice<br />i didnt know he wait for me till australia time is about 1;30am while singapore<br />is 10;30pm...hehe....so touching of him... :) love u dear.!<br /><br />then!!! he deliver d bad news...that i tot he already reach singapore..<br />coz he suppose to be home on friday...thats why i die..die wanna go back<br />friday too... :) but!! yet...he got to stay till tuesday...hmm...<br />all i can do is pray for his safety..and wait for his return home! :)<br /><br />yes indeed..i deadly miss him!! lols<br />hmm...i guess i want him to have a peaceful mind in australia..too<br />like a mini vacations..while at australia his planning to meet his uncle..<br />so i said..go..meet him..since u already there...why not meet him..and..stay<br />for couple of night...catch thing's up....then he said...am i angry with him...<br />haiz....why does everybody get me wrong? while i have a good intentions sey?<br />but yet..! i told him..no...this is me...hehe...go have fun...! enjoy urself..aite dear..<br />im not e type who control people..coz i don't like being control too :)<br />so this is give and take..,hmmm....hope he really don't get me wrong..<br />coz he sound pissed at me...for no reason...! :(<br /><br />hmm....i hope he don't think that i controlin him or watever..<br />im juz trying to understand him...while he can know abit more<br />about me...<br /><br />anyway...yeap...<br />i miss him..alot...<br /><br /><br />thats all... peace outs..<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/5068350403413347601-7295488670738868774?l=badattitude-mizzundaztood.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>mizzundaztoodhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01715974607910258802noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5068350403413347601.post-42734166762760318372010-11-21T14:26:00.002+08:002010-11-21T14:29:12.262+08:00haiz..... :(<br /><br />i juz cant make people around me happy...enuf<br /><br />maybe im not worth anything.....<br /><br />haiz...... sadness feelings ever! :(:::<br /><br />if u think im to much of a burden or anything...<br /><br />u can juz move on.....without me...<br /><br />i juz hate my fucking life....<br /><br />die die im not happy....<br /><br />haiz........................ :(<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/5068350403413347601-4273416676276031837?l=badattitude-mizzundaztood.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>mizzundaztoodhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01715974607910258802noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5068350403413347601.post-43998260457613787102010-11-20T00:47:00.002+08:002010-11-20T00:57:32.402+08:00eventhou ur far away...<br />doesn't mean your out from my life..<br />eventhou im not on your side...<br />doesn't mean im not around you..<br /><br />my love for u will never end..<br />juz hold on tight to my hands..<br />i promise u to love u forever..<br />if u promise me to leave me never...<br /><br />i wont stop missing u<br />i wont stop loving u<br />coz ure my dear loving bf<br />i will love u till e end....<br /><br /><br />my poem juz for u..to keep..<br />and juz for us to share...<br /><br />winks! love u syg...<br /><br />poem - 19 november 2010<br />friday 12:57am<br /><br />freshly make juz for us.. :)<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/5068350403413347601-4399826045761378710?l=badattitude-mizzundaztood.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>mizzundaztoodhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01715974607910258802noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5068350403413347601.post-80965232144751450662010-11-20T00:22:00.003+08:002010-11-20T00:46:40.749+08:00ouh shit!! i got the feeling of getting new set of electric guitar now..<br />damn stupid to sell of my guitar stuff last tym...all because of not working..<br />broke and out of cash...i go sell those things off...now...bontot gatal..<br />nak gi beli alek...damn it la..siak!<br />hmm....<br /><br />ouh, i tot of going to (super junior concert) next year on january 29th<br />hmm..my darling cousin is going with her siblings n friends...she's asking<br />me to tag along...but too bad i got no cash to go....'some' ppl telling me..<br />to ask my bf for it... to me..hell no! i dnt wanna sound like a gold digger<br />or sounds like a burden to anyone.., i juz can't ask for it...from anyone..!<br />anyway...i juz need to wait for (super junior) to come again next tym..<br />then maybe i can go...insya'allah...<br /><br />i dunno why...earlier i chat with my bf...i feel abit odd..<br />rite after when i told about 'e hantaran' thingy to him...<br />his face changes somehow... i dnt wanna pressure him or something<br />but i oso dun want to sound like i got a degree or sometime..<br />im stupid not educated shit... who want me?? hmm... like i said before..<br />im not worth anything...but a burden to everyone..<br />about the part where he pass me his credit card...<br />i felt like shit sey... i dun want ppl to think im a gold digger or watever<br />hmm...why cant he pass it to his mum instead of me? or even his sister?<br />maybe his juz trying to test me or something...?? hmm...<br />honestly i cant hold it..i have no right of holding it..<br />i juz know him like for a month and now he pass me his card??<br />hmm...tomorrow is our 1st mth anniversary...<br />and i tried so many time...not to start a fight with him..since i care n love him<br />so much...i juz hope...we can change our temper for good...<br />since i notice he easily explode..to any small thing...that really make him angry<br />about...second tot...i think back...omg!! he juz like me? gosh...!<br />hmm...his the first guy that i ever date..dat can get angry at me back...when<br />im angry..! hehhe....maybe i need sumone like him...to handle me..and my temper..<br />since im tryin to control his! lols<br /><br />yea...i cant sleep..ever since his away...im getting bored..<br />no friends contact me while his away...<br />no phone calls...no msges..<br />nothing!! accept his the one who call me..tru skype!<br />this is me..when im in love with sumone...<br />his the only one...in my life/heart/etc..<br />i would never do anything to distroy our relationship..since his good<br />to me.., i stop making new friends in tagged..ever since i got him in my life<br />i only accept friends in tagged...but i nvr reply or keep in touch with them<br />coz i dun want my bf get jealous or angry or stop trusting me...for that..<br />im not that type of person...i juz hope nothing change...between us..<br />even if my ex keep contactin me...<br />i juz need to change my number...since my bf said..he is passin me one<br />of his line number...so i juz have to wait..for my prepaid to finish..and<br />wait for his safe return home..to singapore..that i definetly change for good<br />so that my ex won't contact me anymore..and i can be more happy then before..<br />with my loving bf...hehhee....<br />yes indeed i love him....and i deeply sickly..biolness...missing him like crazy..<br /><br />i juz can't wait for u to return home syg...<br />eventhou u have a next job waiting for u at australia...<br />for 6weeks stay...1 weeks rest...damn...<br />i can feel that this would be more tougher then<br />this new zealand job....damn...<br />think positive hani!!! his out for job..and make money for his<br />love ones...pape pon...i always..love u no matter what..<br />juz hope and pray that his love is juz for me..and only me! :)<br /><br />love u dear.<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/5068350403413347601-8096523214475145066?l=badattitude-mizzundaztood.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>mizzundaztoodhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01715974607910258802noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5068350403413347601.post-44967106289254224522010-11-16T08:45:00.000+08:002010-11-18T10:11:54.858+08:00angry but yet sad mood at the same time...<br /><br />after 2 days..my bf is away...<br />my ex faizal contact me by msgin me saying...<br />(juz wait and see..he will be back with me no matter what)<br />haiz....can't he juz wish the best for me??? im happy now with yuyu<br />what more u wanna see? faizal belittle me enuf already...<br />he make me cry with painful tears...shatter...what more he wants from me?<br />didnt i already end the relationship with him?? why dnt he understand dat i<br />have already move on...?<br /><br />he msg me..saying juz wait n see...i got nervous n scared...<br />so i msg him saying im getting married next year..and im going to invite<br />with no bad feelings..i juz want him to be happy for me like shah did...<br />he got angry and reply...<br />i bersumpah u TAK AKAN BAHAGIA DGN YUS<br />kalau kawen pon TAK AKAN BAHAGIA AND END UP WILL CERAI!!!<br />and akan kembali ngan dier semula...dier bersumpah demi allah..<br />u tk akan bahagia kalau kawen ngan yus....i bersumpah demi al quran..<br />u tk akan bahagia ngan yus...and i akan kembali ngan u...juz wait and see...<br />dats what he said....haiz....<br /><br />haiz...i was soo upset after reading it...<br />but yet i think positive...i am going to be happy as<br />i am happy now... i dont give the hack to him..<br />yet i told my sisters and parents of what he send to me..<br />my dad explode...my dad said...ni budak nk kena bantai ngan aku ke ape??<br />i was so surprize how my dad react!!<br />but i said...biarkan dier..biar sumpah tu makan dier..<br />dier solat...and da dewase...tak kn dier tk tau...tu berdose..for prayin<br />like dat for me...<br /><br />no matter what..my decision is make...im going to stick with yus..<br />and hope yus do the same for me..till e end of my life...insya'allah<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/5068350403413347601-4496710628925422452?l=badattitude-mizzundaztood.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>mizzundaztoodhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01715974607910258802noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5068350403413347601.post-79184857229124908772010-11-14T23:00:00.001+08:002010-11-18T09:56:11.118+08:00my bf flight to new zealand tonite around 9:15pm<br />i send him to the airport..with his whole family and kak ya plus ellyna<br />i hold back my tears..and try hidin my sad face...but yet..kak ya saw my teary eyes<br />lols....aiyah...what can i see...im a soft hearted too liao...im not really an alien after all..duh!! lols<br /><br />anyway..im...soooooo going to miss him alots...<br />he be going for 2 to 3 weeks max...<br />from new zealand he take ship to australia..(jealous mode) lols<br />then from australia he take plane back to singapore...<br />i juz hope his safe no matter where he is...<br />luv ya syg... muack!!<br /><br />i juz can't wait for u to come back home..<br /><br />i miss u my dear...<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/5068350403413347601-7918485722912490877?l=badattitude-mizzundaztood.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>mizzundaztoodhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01715974607910258802noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5068350403413347601.post-57776912462972880862010-11-09T23:50:00.000+08:002010-11-18T10:21:14.651+08:00its my birthday!!!<br />i turn 26 today...my bf take me to BK for mexican drumlet<br />that i been craving for...hahahha<br />then we when to marina to ride the flyer...i had a great time with him...<br />on our way back home...he took me to swensen and buy birhday ice cream cake<br />for me...but yet when bring home and celebrate with my whole family...<br />after the birthday song..i kena sabo with my niece..they rub ice cream cake on my face<br />like there is no tomorrow...hahaha...<br />from laughter turns angryness....where faizal..call my bf...!!!<br />haiz...what the hack that he wants??<br /><br />yuyu talks to him nicely..saying to forget about me..<br />since we already plan to get married next year in august..<br />insya'allah...<br />but yet he still disturbing me...argh!!!<br /><br />i juz hope he stop disturbing me..coz he been<br />interuptin my relationship with yuyu..ever since...<br />i dnt think yuyu can take it anymore..<br />coz i know yuyu is hard headed person juz like me..<br />im sure he's pissed!! hmm...no matter what...<br />faizal is asking for it..rite? dnt be shock if my bf yuyu<br />come after u one day...lols<br /><br />be prepare...for my tiger...<br />he's one tough one...<br /><br />winks! :)<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/5068350403413347601-5777691246297288086?l=badattitude-mizzundaztood.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>mizzundaztoodhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01715974607910258802noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5068350403413347601.post-49986185574306110512010-11-04T01:35:00.000+08:002010-11-18T09:45:20.910+08:00my bf sold off his iphone 4...juz to buy 2 iphone back...<br />one is 3g 16gb white for him..and i top up $200 to buy new 3gs 8gb black<br />for myself...i can see how much he sacrifice on this relationship... :)<br /><br />anyway...yeay!!! i got a new iphone already...hehe<br /><br />happy to the max... :)<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/5068350403413347601-4998618557430611051?l=badattitude-mizzundaztood.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>mizzundaztoodhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01715974607910258802noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5068350403413347601.post-1925035153991590942010-11-02T21:28:00.001+08:002010-11-03T21:53:50.808+08:00my new guy bought me acer mini laptop for my 26th birthday present..<br />yeah...surprise..im attached! hehe...he make me laugh n smile always..<br />honestly..we cure each other brokenheart..,and hope this would be the last relationship<br />for both of us..and lead us..to our future ahead, :)<br />yes indeed..im in love with him...not because he buy me things..<br />because he accept me for who i am..and love me to the fullest..<br />hehe...yes i can say..i feel accepted...and i feel abit more then that...some how i feel<br />special..hmm...insya'allah...i juz hope i won't be brokenhearted again.. :)<br />as i promise..to cure his heart too..and fill it with alots and alots of love and care..<br />insya'allah... amin! :)<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/5068350403413347601-192503515399159094?l=badattitude-mizzundaztood.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>mizzundaztoodhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01715974607910258802noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5068350403413347601.post-82579407301671607262010-09-22T17:06:00.000+08:002010-11-18T17:10:02.766+08:00nothing much to say...<br />i had a relationship with faizal..almost 6 to 7mths..<br />end up in september 17th 2010<br />then i know yuyu from tagged too...on 20th 2010<br />till now..eventhou i juz knew him..<br />i feel like i can click with him more then i click with faizal.<br /><br />anyway..yea...nothing much to say now..<br />peace!<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/5068350403413347601-8257940730167160726?l=badattitude-mizzundaztood.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>mizzundaztoodhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01715974607910258802noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5068350403413347601.post-18758297999993231972010-07-21T00:00:00.000+08:002010-07-21T00:01:57.394+08:00<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/5068350403413347601-1875829799999323197?l=badattitude-mizzundaztood.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>mizzundaztoodhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01715974607910258802noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5068350403413347601.post-24032320463602216942010-06-09T15:47:00.002+08:002010-06-09T15:49:49.997+08:00i have already upload my guitar stuff on ebay...<br />quitting it for good..<br /><br />selling all my guitar stuff..in ebay..<br />haha...and im planning to buy handphone again...hahhaa<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/5068350403413347601-2403232046360221694?l=badattitude-mizzundaztood.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>mizzundaztoodhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01715974607910258802noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5068350403413347601.post-77616309826540202942010-05-18T16:55:00.002+08:002010-05-18T16:57:50.183+08:00had an funny accident and Fracture my left foot last toe!!<br />damn hurt...!! happen 10 may 2010<br /><br />till now 18th may 2010 i still havnt seek doctor about it..<br />its aching..swallon..painful.. :(<br /><br />maybe im juz jinx..and always in a bad luck..!<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/5068350403413347601-7761630982654020294?l=badattitude-mizzundaztood.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>mizzundaztoodhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01715974607910258802noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5068350403413347601.post-14371741644459956462010-02-22T22:20:00.002+08:002010-02-22T22:22:13.454+08:00the same thing happen again..in my boring life..<br />im falling in love again.. and d guy..have dat thingy oso..<br />damn..my life suckz...why?? am i being cursed? omg..<br /><br />help me...<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/5068350403413347601-1437174164445995646?l=badattitude-mizzundaztood.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>mizzundaztoodhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01715974607910258802noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5068350403413347601.post-59859489035118971292010-01-07T21:10:00.002+08:002010-01-07T21:14:30.701+08:00after 1 mth of silents..my heart keep on beating..haha!! bla..bla..bla..<br />anyway...HAPPY NEW YEAR to d person who celebrate it...and to people<br />who dnt celebrate it like me...ignore it..so ntg much to say..hehe<br /><br />anyway...im selling my guitar off..4 gd..<br />coz..my parentz not dat much a supporter..hehe<br />so i decided to sell all...why keep it without playing it rite?<br /><br />so yeah...dats it 4 today...<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/5068350403413347601-5985948903511897129?l=badattitude-mizzundaztood.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>mizzundaztoodhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01715974607910258802noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5068350403413347601.post-59601948560251711482009-12-05T09:52:00.002+08:002009-12-05T10:03:10.077+08:00yesterday..i had a huge fight with my dad..<br />he always blame me for everything...which i do and dont..<br />ever since ducky had done her stupid mistake..<br />mum and dad treat me..like im d bad one...<br />they scold..yell..curse many more on me..<br />for the past 3 years yeah..i just keep quiet..<br />but yesterday i couldn't help it anymore..,dad started it..for days..<br />with mum..quarrel bla bla bla..i get the blame again..cause i never cook..<br />dinner...for god sake..im sick..!! haiz..., i shout at him..it wasnt my fault..<br />im sick.., that part i say everything whats in my bleeding heart..<br /><br />then my fucker sis...juz tell me..that she found someone to look after her kid..<br />i was like what the fuck...!!! i was crying...no1..even care to cuddle me..or calm me down..<br />that part i know where i stand in this fucking family...im fucking on1 to them..<br />i feel miserable..i wish to god so many time..take me away...take my life..i couldn't go on<br />any more...please god take my life...please...<br />maybe one day if im gone..maybe they will miss me..they will look for me..<br />i just felt running away..i even thought of ending my life..<br />i just cant take it anymore...please...!! just make it stop....<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/5068350403413347601-5960194856025171148?l=badattitude-mizzundaztood.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>mizzundaztoodhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01715974607910258802noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5068350403413347601.post-39108752047544782122009-11-30T21:48:00.000+08:002009-11-30T21:49:37.097+08:00im missing dat person...so much....<br />it hurts so bad..!!! i miss you.......<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/5068350403413347601-3910875204754478212?l=badattitude-mizzundaztood.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>mizzundaztoodhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01715974607910258802noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5068350403413347601.post-5848018190093804642009-11-29T23:10:00.002+08:002009-11-29T23:14:14.971+08:00i juz get back from my couz and fren gig..at syed alwi rd..<br />today music..is so metal (besi) haha...power headbangin giler..nye..<br />i loike...!! btw my life abit weird lately...dunno wats wrong..<br />or wat i did..i juz feels out of place.....<br />kinda lonely...sad,angry..and not in da fucking mood...<br />bored la...nothing to do...haiz...<br />anyway..nothing is inportant for me to up date..rite now..<br />so...bye2..<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/5068350403413347601-584801819009380464?l=badattitude-mizzundaztood.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>mizzundaztoodhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01715974607910258802noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5068350403413347601.post-65831753371754381532009-11-09T12:11:00.000+08:002009-11-11T15:14:11.423+08:00yet again...another birthday...say gdbye to 24 say eewww....hello<br />to big 25..hahah..<br /><br />i wanna say thanks to my mum and 2nd sis..4 d surprise..birthday party<br />at her new house...hehe..den after dat...i when 4 a movie...wif bella..and my 3rd sis<br />(jennifer's body..) 4 d second tym..hehe..i loike d movie...damn cool...<br />megan fox...so cute..acting as a bitchy devil...eater..haha..<br /><br />yeap..ntg much after dat...<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/5068350403413347601-6583175337175438153?l=badattitude-mizzundaztood.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>mizzundaztoodhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01715974607910258802noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5068350403413347601.post-8038322374604969162009-10-14T07:55:00.001+08:002009-10-14T10:45:51.609+08:00i wake up this morning wif a..bad dream!!<br />i dream of jumping or maybe falling?? haiz..<br />wat a fucked up dream siol...hate dat part!!<br />i was in this school..then..minutes later my niece<br />drag me to d ladies room...askin me to touch up<br />and everything..i ask why.. she juz told me u will see..<br />then i was like ok..!! (wat da heck siol) after that...<br />i was so angry..den i was at d adge of this block..??<br />dunno why...i dnt think i jump..maybe someone push me??<br />coz..in my dream i was never near to end my life siol..!!<br />den suddenly boom!!! den wake up..<br />damn suey..siol..!! scary...<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/5068350403413347601-803832237460496916?l=badattitude-mizzundaztood.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>mizzundaztoodhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01715974607910258802noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5068350403413347601.post-29944061271836691262009-10-09T09:09:00.000+08:002009-10-11T21:11:44.944+08:00asthma attack!! i cant breathe sei...totally hard to breathe..<br />haiz...lucky never..die..!! hahaha...i juz ask my mum some cash..<br />then i go..doctor..myself.., doctor say...ok..dnt talk much...go emergency<br />room...hahaha...then i use vantolin...hehehe...<br />like i said..lucky i never die...liao..! hahaha...<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/5068350403413347601-2994406127183669126?l=badattitude-mizzundaztood.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>mizzundaztoodhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01715974607910258802noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5068350403413347601.post-30949136907694999382009-09-27T21:20:00.002+08:002009-09-27T21:23:59.095+08:00haiz...,another boring day for me..,my niece and nephew (rifdy and nina) drop my guitar and pakai benda tajam gariskan my pc screen...mampos.....rabak siol... darah boil giler.., nk pukul..<br />bkn dorg tahu...bt den..parentz..dorg tk jaga.., haiz...bingit siak!! aku beli pakai duit aku..<br />senang jer..dorg nye anak kasi jahanam..!!! argh!!!!!!! damn...angry...,<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/5068350403413347601-3094913690769499938?l=badattitude-mizzundaztood.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>mizzundaztoodhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01715974607910258802noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5068350403413347601.post-26895075098515889722009-09-27T01:30:00.000+08:002009-09-29T17:47:44.084+08:00ard 12.30 am.. i notice dat my darling blacky (my cat) is missing<br />for few hours..damn..i tot hes at home..but yet..he try to escape..<br />but lucky my mum found him ard..1am..at 7th floor.., i cane him,<br />i love him so much..i dunno wat i do..if i lost him..haiz.. i so lucky<br />my mum found him...hehe<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/5068350403413347601-2689507509851588972?l=badattitude-mizzundaztood.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>mizzundaztoodhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01715974607910258802noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5068350403413347601.post-82596107342169048722009-09-23T19:58:00.000+08:002009-09-25T20:00:59.802+08:00this is rifdy my 1 n only nephew..<br /><a href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_aF3LapapOcQ/SrywzZ_6zWI/AAAAAAAAACQ/fXOZhsAEhx8/s1600-h/P1150512.JPG"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5385373651627068770" style="DISPLAY: block; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 320px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 240px; TEXT-ALIGN: center" alt="" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_aF3LapapOcQ/SrywzZ_6zWI/AAAAAAAAACQ/fXOZhsAEhx8/s320/P1150512.JPG" border="0" /></a><br /><div></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/5068350403413347601-8259610734216904872?l=badattitude-mizzundaztood.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>mizzundaztoodhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01715974607910258802noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5068350403413347601.post-45430928446319735892009-09-23T19:55:00.000+08:002009-09-25T19:58:33.178+08:00kak awi (sis in law) deliver da bad news to me..<br />she told me that rifdy (my nephew) have to go on<br />a surgery coz..no change to his kidney problem..<br />between this 3 months..if there is no change..surgery<br />have to took place.., haiz...juz hope everything change<br />and hope he be ok..soon...<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/5068350403413347601-4543092844631973589?l=badattitude-mizzundaztood.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>mizzundaztoodhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01715974607910258802noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5068350403413347601.post-26116051089650840102009-09-20T23:55:00.001+08:002009-09-21T00:18:33.784+08:00hey everyone...!! today is 1st of syawal.., my mum and dad..prepare some<br />food..for the celebrations...itz ok la..,but im not happy to celebrate<br />like not in da mood to celeb raya..bla..bla..bla..la.,but not only me..<br />my whole family..too..., well...yeap..im juz happy..to see my fam..and<br />couzzin..plus...anyone..who i noe la..hehe..., yeap...juz wanna wish everyone<br />selamat hari raya aidilfitri!!!!<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/5068350403413347601-2611605108965084010?l=badattitude-mizzundaztood.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>mizzundaztoodhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01715974607910258802noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5068350403413347601.post-86064147289563012242009-09-11T12:07:00.001+08:002009-11-11T15:14:43.192+08:00<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/5068350403413347601-8606414728956301224?l=badattitude-mizzundaztood.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>mizzundaztoodhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01715974607910258802noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5068350403413347601.post-66796751016085895402009-09-05T12:32:00.000+08:002009-09-05T12:32:52.972+08:00ard 3plus i sent my grandmum to my uncle hs<br />at pasir ris..,den after that..i meet my crazy frenz<br />dats sha2 and fida, abg anda cancel today plan of meeting<br />due to bz schudule..,hmm..i tot..jadik..me pikul my guitar<br />here and there..penat sey..haha..aku bawak aku nye boyfriend<br />sane sini dok! haha..we buke puasa at tamp roof top..i have<br />chicken rice, we have fun..chit chat..walk there and here..<br />fida buy for me earring..hehe..thx darlz..i love it.,<br />anyway..itik call me..haha..for the first tym siol..<br />then dier ketawa..me oso laugh..coz..we always msg tru phone <br />and msn aje..,abeh smlm dier call..saje utk balik samer2..i said no..la..<br />malu sey..hehe..<br />hmm...i reach home..ard 10:40pm agaknye..hehe<br />happy..mak aku tk marah..kwang3<br />anyway..yeap datz it...! hehe..<br />i enjoy every minute with dem..even tho i have to carry my new hubby<br />here and there..without playing it..hahaha<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/5068350403413347601-6679675101608589540?l=badattitude-mizzundaztood.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>mizzundaztoodhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01715974607910258802noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5068350403413347601.post-88847956999162266012009-09-01T21:38:00.000+08:002009-09-02T01:05:37.230+08:00this is my dream guitar<br /><a href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_aF3LapapOcQ/Sp1T3SnaMdI/AAAAAAAAACI/foTX97FYHPc/s1600-h/P1140976.JPG"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5376545739505283538" style="DISPLAY: block; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 240px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 320px; TEXT-ALIGN: center" alt="" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_aF3LapapOcQ/Sp1T3SnaMdI/AAAAAAAAACI/foTX97FYHPc/s320/P1140976.JPG" border="0" /></a> power kan?? hahhahahax...im loving it baby!!! hehe..yeah!<br /><div></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/5068350403413347601-8884795699916226601?l=badattitude-mizzundaztood.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>mizzundaztoodhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01715974607910258802noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5068350403413347601.post-16478123803879387452009-09-01T21:37:00.000+08:002009-09-01T21:41:40.291+08:00yeay..!! i buy my dream guitar already...power!!!<br />buy it for $250 price outside is $390, but good buy rite??<br />haha...heck yeah...duh!!!! ahahahahhax......<br /><br />im loving my new damn guitar..siol....!!! hahahahax..<br />love it like my hubby..hehehe...like real je kan?<br />lom kawin..mcm da tau mcm mane sayang suami....giler betol..<br />aku nie...! hehe...<br /><br />but...hell yeah...im damn happy...<br />wow...!! finally hahahax.....i got it...!!<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/5068350403413347601-1647812380387938745?l=badattitude-mizzundaztood.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>mizzundaztoodhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01715974607910258802noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5068350403413347601.post-2244591447525338272009-08-30T21:32:00.000+08:002009-09-01T21:37:33.806+08:00i buy new handphone again..and i sell my old 1...buy juz d cheap<br />one..sony ericsson w350i for $158.., then at night..i upload my song<br />in youtube title (if by crazy angelz) and (share my everything by crazy angelz)<br />kinda xcited..hahax..,hope ppl comment it with nice words hahax and rate it..<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/5068350403413347601-224459144752533827?l=badattitude-mizzundaztood.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>mizzundaztoodhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01715974607910258802noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5068350403413347601.post-13187450458236937262009-08-23T23:08:00.001+08:002009-08-24T11:21:55.674+08:00today was the 2nd day of puasa (ramadan) tiring day..<br />clean there and here..,back hurtz..mind out of space..<br />thinking..,hmm..anyway..we bikin kenduri.arwah..untuk<br />tok esa.., my darlz..couz..and fam dtg..my 1st sis..and fam oso<br />come..juz a small..gathering.., we cook..tulang merah..and ayam<br />masak merah..power!!! hehe..<br /><br />after kenduri..and buka puasa..<br />i totally in pain sia..back hurtz like hell..<br />feels like crying out loud..hehe..<br />den shikin my niece..help me out..lucky..<br /><br />nothing much to say now...mind go blank....<br />all of sudden......<br /><br />damn..! btw..i cnfess..itz still hard for me to move on..<br />haiz.................<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/5068350403413347601-1318745045823693726?l=badattitude-mizzundaztood.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>mizzundaztoodhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01715974607910258802noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5068350403413347601.post-36719519444518877552009-08-22T15:26:00.000+08:002009-08-22T15:31:20.166+08:00yesterday.,is most painful day for me..to have go thru...<br />well itz d 8mth after breaking up with asri..dunno why<br />im still thinking about him..,while he juz move on so easily..<br />haiz..my down,hurt..sad..and everything..what you can call it<br />when u know..ur upset..and dissapointed..<br />anyway..the more i try to write down on what i feel..<br />the more sad i became...<br /><br />juz hope..he's doing fine..that's all<br />haiz......<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/5068350403413347601-3671951944451887755?l=badattitude-mizzundaztood.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>mizzundaztoodhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01715974607910258802noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5068350403413347601.post-77256076451450425392009-08-20T23:26:00.001+08:002009-08-20T23:35:26.426+08:00nothing..but tired...hurt...<br />and... im dying slowly...<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/5068350403413347601-7725607645145042539?l=badattitude-mizzundaztood.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>mizzundaztoodhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01715974607910258802noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5068350403413347601.post-26051652944509473272009-08-14T23:40:00.000+08:002009-08-14T23:48:16.176+08:00hey..., well theres nothing much to update..now..<br />about the trip to batam "shopping" well it doesnt turn out good..<br />bad memories..surrounding me..., i did go..with my family..but my mind..is<br />somewhere..out ta space...,thinking about my ex lover...haiz...<br />damn...,coz..d last time..i when batam..is..about..almost 8mth ago..<br />where i shop like crazy..for my boyfriend...turn out we broke up..<br />and he send everything back..is a heartache thingy..,well..<br />after few days back from the trip.., my dad borrow my sony e handphone..<br />for 2 days..,and i didnt check my starhub..card..w/ther is there any msg..yada2<br />after..my dad use..it..,i go and check..well..i was surprize..<br />my ex msg me..and say thx for his bday wish..i send last month...<br />i was like..err...wat? y..reply now..???? hmm...never mind..haiz..<br />now..i felt like a train reck..!!! thinking about him...<br />day and night...hope..i could juz stop..dat...but itz so hard for me too...<br />damn...stupid idoit gal rite??? yeap..i noe....<br />orite..dats it...i gtg now...<br />wish me luck..on clearing my head... =)<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/5068350403413347601-2605165294450947327?l=badattitude-mizzundaztood.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>mizzundaztoodhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01715974607910258802noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5068350403413347601.post-46223550497691864742009-08-08T01:37:00.002+08:002009-08-08T01:41:07.858+08:00haha...the wait itz over...,im going shopping with my fam<br />well some like vacations thingy..yada2...but itz fun la..<br />shop..eat..pool...shop..eat...pool...haha....for three days..<br />yeay!!! well im going to mizz..my darlings angels..datz my cat<br />my 4 cat...haha...they are my angelz..from up above..<br />when im down...they cheer me up...<br />anyway..i will up date..my bro kpo la..<br />nak maen pc..lak..<br />yeap...i will update soon...<br />hehe...bye2<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/5068350403413347601-4622355049769186474?l=badattitude-mizzundaztood.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>mizzundaztoodhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01715974607910258802noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5068350403413347601.post-20847372145239601412009-08-02T15:20:00.000+08:002009-08-02T15:34:51.050+08:00hmm...ouh..i went to sha2 angagement thingy..i give her a perfume persent..<br />hope she really like it...i ask yanti my darlz..to tag along..coz..malu la..gi sorang..hehe<br />anyway..im damn happy she..tag along...thx darling..u are my darling coussin..hehe..<br />well..we both when there..everybody think im 'fida' wat da heck??? does i look like her? really?? please<br />sumone tell me..hahax..anyway..congratz sha2..im so happy for you..dear..<br />hope you be happy always.., yeap...after that i follow yanti to buy her cat foods..at simei..<br />east mall...and omg...the kitten there are so damn cute liao...and damn MAHAL..!! haha each cost $1000<br />haha...yeap...1k liao..my 3mths salary..gone if i buy that lil kitty...hahax<br />after..i when there..uncle man send me to the nearest bustop..then im back to boredom..<br />1 hour plus journey of death!!!! hehehe...bored giler...mendak..rabak..<br />i reach home ard 8plus..i take my dinner..then i heard my bro is going fishing..haha<br />damn excited siol...so i tag along..i tho i wake up ard 7:30am..so we (abg,abg man,kak awi,ira,ino<br />ikin and me..overnite at changi seaside..ok la..the place..then haiz...hindustan movie<br />start..but not bollywood stars..haha..instead of salman khan or rani murkarji..is thailang gal and indian man..<br />drunk..i wanted to kill herself by drowning..haha..damn funny liao..,and yeap..thats my story now itz 3:35pm.. <br />yeap the next day of saturday itz (sunday) hahax...still i havnt sleep..hmm... i wonder how long<br />i pass out..when i put my head on my pillow..hehehe...juz hope..it wont be forever..kwang3<br /><br />okla..im out now..hehe..c ya again..<br />btw..thx again to my darls yanti..<br />and congrats to my dear sha2..<br />adioz...<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/5068350403413347601-2084737214523960141?l=badattitude-mizzundaztood.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>mizzundaztoodhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01715974607910258802noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5068350403413347601.post-9452825618055627402009-07-27T14:12:00.000+08:002009-07-29T14:15:53.784+08:00im dissapointed..im upset..and all the word..that can describe..that im down..<br />why do you have to do this to me??? you make me hate you more airee..<br />is this the way you appreaciate me?? now..ur the reason..why.. i cant trust<br />guyz anymore..and yet to be single..always.., haiz..why??<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/5068350403413347601-945282561805562740?l=badattitude-mizzundaztood.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>mizzundaztoodhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01715974607910258802noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5068350403413347601.post-10951640473143316062009-07-08T12:56:00.001+08:002009-07-09T13:00:54.027+08:00sha2 and fiance come over and have a look at mum's wedding stuff..<br />she's getting angage..this august.<br /><br />i was shock..after 2 weeks..michael jackson has pass..he still havnt<br />buried?? omg..!! poor michael...ouh..please...juz let him rest in peace!!!<br />he suffer enuf...!!! may he rest in peace..for once.<br /><br />hmm..., i cry today...watchin mj daughter make a speech at the memorial<br />of mj...i try to control it..but..i was too..sad..den bust into tears..hehe<br />sedih sey...poor kid..so young but yet..have to experiance a death of a loving<br />father...haiz...may prayers are with you always...<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/5068350403413347601-1095164047314331606?l=badattitude-mizzundaztood.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>mizzundaztoodhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01715974607910258802noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5068350403413347601.post-67643204768085827372009-07-07T10:38:00.002+08:002009-07-07T10:43:42.008+08:00hey..im back..!! after long wks..of sickness..<br />damn boring..dis days.., ouh..i juz wanna update few things<br />when im gone..,<br /><br />1st..dunno why so stupid..i follow my mum about msgin my ex hahax...<br />2nd..yeah..i been sick for almost 2 wks..haiz..<br />3rd..warning to my couz..fiance...hey dude..dont ever..break my darlz..heart<br />or u be sorry..for what u did..asshole..!!! if anything between you guys..like..<br />cant be togerther..itz all your fault...and ur stupid..if you let her go..<br />so dont EVER...play her heart..dork!!!<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/5068350403413347601-6764320476808582737?l=badattitude-mizzundaztood.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>mizzundaztoodhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01715974607910258802noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5068350403413347601.post-25223528367635976042009-06-26T20:38:00.001+08:002009-06-27T08:44:38.474+08:00i found out that MJ (Michael Jackson) pass away..cause of heart attack..,thru chl news asia..<br />on 25/6/09 hes 50 years old..,<br />hes my 1st favorite singer..his music..is the best...<br />may allah bless his soul forever...<br /><br />itz a shocking news for me..,im still shock till now..<br />but itz already faith.., god knows best..god loves him more..<br /><br />i was..heartbroken by the sad news..<br />totally got no mood..the whole day...haiz..<br />rest in peace my idol..<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/5068350403413347601-2522352836763597604?l=badattitude-mizzundaztood.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>mizzundaztoodhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01715974607910258802noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5068350403413347601.post-67904025840715795852009-06-19T23:16:00.002+08:002009-06-19T23:21:23.514+08:00im still trying to heal my heart..<br />still try to move on..<br />but yet my mum ask me..couple of days..back..<br />askin me questions..that brings back so much pain..and memories..<br />that i have with him, haiz..why..i have to be this why..?<br />why must i feel the pain..of brokenheart...??<br />plz...allah..help me heal..help me..erased him...from my<br />heart and mind..erased..him forever..., plz help me..cure me..<br />help me..heal..<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/5068350403413347601-6790402584071579585?l=badattitude-mizzundaztood.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>mizzundaztoodhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01715974607910258802noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5068350403413347601.post-44117425923445415982009-06-15T22:10:00.003+08:002009-06-15T22:16:07.232+08:00my couz..msg me..ask tomorrow..im going to hidayat..opening or not..<br />hmm..i wanna go.but..dayat have a plan to matchmake me with his biz partner..<br />hmm...im abit shy la..,but..curious too...hahax..<br />anyway..maria ask me to go..meet her at bugis mrt tomorrow..ard 3pm..<br />omg...!!! what shud i wear?? u noe my mum..nie..happy giler.. mayb itz true<br />she can't wait to see me get married..haiz..<br />hmm..ok..mom.., i dunno what to say to you.. but make you happy..<br />she ask me to wear more to lady style..like omg..??am i not that lady enuf for you??<br />hahax..hai..mother..itz my life..if the guy love me..he does'nt care about how i look..but<br />what i feel..da bagus.., like take me as i am...etc..<br /><br />yeap..,juz wish me good luck then for tomorrow..aite..<br />hope..i won't freak out..!! hahax..<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/5068350403413347601-4411742592344541598?l=badattitude-mizzundaztood.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>mizzundaztoodhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01715974607910258802noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5068350403413347601.post-55562158738194222382009-06-15T02:14:00.002+08:002009-06-15T02:51:25.678+08:00hmm...today..my life is great abit..<br />due to my dad..helping me out..on taking me new laptop..and ipod touch..hehehe<br />so..i have a reason to be happy for once..in my life..hahax<br />but i hope..everything goes smoothly..as plan..,<br /><br />anyway..due to my pc lagging..and da abit rosak2...<br />i got the suspect who spoild..my pc..hmm...nonid..to update d name..<br />but..d person know..who dey are.., im upset,,tho..<br />due to my hutang lom abes..but den pc da rosak..haiz..<br /><br />anyway..d new one is coming soon..hahax..<br />with my dream ipod touch...so..nothing to worry about..la.<br />hahahax...happy giler siol...!! hehe..<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/5068350403413347601-5556215873819422238?l=badattitude-mizzundaztood.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>mizzundaztoodhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01715974607910258802noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5068350403413347601.post-82867951911213336962009-06-13T21:56:00.000+08:002009-06-15T22:03:41.038+08:00i msg sha2 ard 10am..ask her what tym to meet this 16june..coz..she ask me to be her<br />hair model..hahax..,but then she reply..alamak babe..tak jadi ar..coz..tukar gi july lak..<br />hahax..lucky im in d happy mood..so..i ask her..so..this tym biler pulak?? she reply..later she check..and let me know soon..., and then she ask me..1st august free tak.., i joke..asal kau nk kawin..haha..then dier cakap..tak la kawin lamer agy..aku nk tunang..hahahax...congratz..darlz<br />im soooooo........happy for you..<br /><br />anyway..im free that day..and i wont miss it for the world..<br />she's my best friend..and i'll be there..<br /><br />hehex...cngratz again baby...<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/5068350403413347601-8286795191121333696?l=badattitude-mizzundaztood.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>mizzundaztoodhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01715974607910258802noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5068350403413347601.post-27255258925321125932009-06-13T09:49:00.002+08:002009-06-13T10:23:40.973+08:00i just feel great today..dunno why..hahax<br />mayb..for once..im tryin to letting something go..perhaps<br />something personal..i gues?? hahhaxx..<br />life must go on..like in book,or ppl say..and now i see it clearer...<br />that im more wanted then i ever know...,<br />i have open my heart is love again..hehe..maybe now im in love with someone already<br />mayb thats the reason my happy giler...!! hahaah<br />well i cant update who the guy is..hmm...but i just hope..hes the one for me..<br />but i have a problem..choosing who..i want to be with..coz now..<br />there is 2 guy..playing in my mind and heart..both great guys...aiyoh..i smell trouble<br />tho...hehehe..,hmm..i glad im able to love again..coz usally i give up..<br />but..now..what the heck..!! guyz been playing my heart and feelings..<br />so i gues..i will try to love them but not that alots..hahax..see how they love me 1st.<br />im caring person..concern..sincere..and honest gal..but if thats not enuf for them<br />hmm...i dunno what else to do..but say gdbye to them hahahhaahx...<br />argh...!! im confuse..sey..<br />okla..jodoh di tangan tuhan..i juz serah pada yg maha kuasa..je..<br />amin<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/5068350403413347601-2725525892532112593?l=badattitude-mizzundaztood.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>mizzundaztoodhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01715974607910258802noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5068350403413347601.post-9187498163748713712009-06-13T09:37:00.002+08:002009-06-13T09:48:13.092+08:00im scorpio gal here is the positive side and negative side..i read it from a book<br />call (uncommon sense) by dr.mel gill<br /><br />scorpio (assessment of my essence)<br />positive side - healing,radical,passionate,intense,investigative,hahax..motivated<br /> penetrating,probing,sexual..haha omg!,protective.<br />negative side - vengeful..haha..u can say so..hehe,suspicious,jealous..err..mayb..,intolerent<br /> possessive,obsessive,overbearing,demands the impossible..<br /><br />the year of the rat.<br />positive side - imaginative,clever,intellectually creative,passionate,quick,charming,generous.<br />negative side - anxious,suspicious,calculating..hahahax n opportunistic.<br /><br />thats it..so..if u guyz dont think some are right answer..?? deal with it..hahax..<br />nah..im juz kidding<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/5068350403413347601-918749816374871371?l=badattitude-mizzundaztood.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>mizzundaztoodhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01715974607910258802noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5068350403413347601.post-31539796656614045012009-06-09T09:29:00.001+08:002009-06-09T09:30:41.030+08:00i hate to be blame...on something i didnt do..<br />control your temper..and dont hurt somebody else feelings...<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/5068350403413347601-3153979665661404501?l=badattitude-mizzundaztood.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>mizzundaztoodhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01715974607910258802noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5068350403413347601.post-34975043749569134572009-06-07T09:30:00.000+08:002009-06-09T09:54:41.736+08:00this is something about me...and why the reason itz so hard for me to move on...<br /><br />i can see..unwanted thing's..like spirit's..(benda halus)<br />itz not what i wish to see...i juz can see them..dats all..<br />tapi nampak pon tak slalu..sometym..je..nak mampos klu everyday..<br />mati terkejok aku..nnt..<br /><br />anyway..i was attached before..twice..actually..,<br />1st boyfriend..i got..dier ader benda halus..nie..dari dier kecik..<br />he try to berobat..but then itz to late..coz..he da accept..that thing..<br />coz..once you accept it..the thing wont leave..you alone.., you need to find<br />a really good..person who can kill this bugger..! and the reason i break up with him<br />is..i dont wanna get involved..with the thing he got..susah nak cakap..<br /><br />and 2nd boyfriend..laen skit..<br />even tho i love him so much..i make the decision to leave him..<br />coz...his dad..ader simpan benda halus nie..for him..<br />i pity him so much..coz..he didnt want it..but i think..da keturunan..<br />so he have to accept it..for the sake of his father...<br />i talk him thru..i ask him to get help..funny thing he oready did..before..i knoe him..<br />but still nothing change.., i even ask my dad..to help him..but..i guess..his father..dislike me<br />because of that...i wanna help him datz all..coz i love him..haiz..<br />after my dad help..something..happen...the thing..wont stop disturbing me..<br />appear..wherever i go..,so i know watz the reason why...i know that his dad..want me to stay away from his son..,the thing not only appear with different faces to scare me off..<br />it even try to hurt me..by cramping my legs..my eyes..and..even my heart..<br />so i cld'nt take anymore..i told my ex..what happen..he shock..and apologize for what happen..<br />my parentz ask me to think what i want..and for the best.., so i choose to make asri..hate me..<br />by..hurting his feelings..say that i hate him for this thing's..(but i lie) i say alot of thing..juz to make him say the break ups..coz i ask him for break up..he wont accept it..dier pujuk la..semua.<br />till one day he lose it to me..and say it..haiz..till then..we are over..but not my love for him..<br />i juz hope the best for him in the future..and in life..<br />i pray for him everyday..<br />hope god answer my prayers...<br /><br />i guess is juz my luck to have bfs that have setan with them..??<br />hehe..hmm..hope for the next takde..hahax..so that i can live happily ever after..hee<br /><br />anyway..yeap..that's my story..<br />juz wish me luck for me future aite..hehe<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/5068350403413347601-3497504374956913457?l=badattitude-mizzundaztood.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>mizzundaztoodhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01715974607910258802noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5068350403413347601.post-20981658713590177512009-06-06T23:57:00.003+08:002009-06-07T00:05:38.958+08:00hidayat..invite me to his new openin shop..<br />haha..what shud i bring sey? as a gift? itz my couz..fiance<br />hmmm...i have to think of something...<br />he..open new..jamm place near bugis.. cool..<br />im goin to jamm there sumtym..when im free la..<br />dapat discount..hehe..<br />anyway..i run out of ideas..oready..<br />dunno what to write down..haiz..<br />aiyoh...!!! hehe..anyway.. i noe this guy..<br />very kind hearted person..caring..and etc..<br />i treat him as..close special friends..je..<br />ntah..nape..i cnt..go futher.., mayb im still afraid..to be hurt again..<br />haha..anyway..yeah..he is a nice..guy,caring..and more..<br />btw...im touch screen handphone...screen nye retak..sey...bingit je..<br />aru beli couple of mths ago...haiz..<br />me tk kn beli touch screen handphone again nampak gaya nye<br />hehe..da serek...hahax..<br /><br /><br />i juz hope..i can move on..soon..<br />and forget everything...<br />move on without any pain...<br />or tears fall on my cheek..hmm..<br />hopefully soon...<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/5068350403413347601-2098165871359017751?l=badattitude-mizzundaztood.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>mizzundaztoodhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01715974607910258802noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5068350403413347601.post-70355911473457792812009-06-05T22:31:00.002+08:002009-06-05T22:35:04.758+08:00<a href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_aF3LapapOcQ/Sikst3UMgjI/AAAAAAAAACA/vcOpI4svfbk/s1600-h/P1140434.JPG"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5343851599306195506" style="DISPLAY: block; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 320px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 240px; TEXT-ALIGN: center" alt="" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_aF3LapapOcQ/Sikst3UMgjI/AAAAAAAAACA/vcOpI4svfbk/s320/P1140434.JPG" border="0" /></a> this is me and my couz...taking picture..before the concert start..!! hahax<br />sempat lak tu...hehe<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/5068350403413347601-7035591147345779281?l=badattitude-mizzundaztood.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>mizzundaztoodhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01715974607910258802noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5068350403413347601.post-39679702726815623462009-06-04T01:18:00.002+08:002009-06-04T01:21:36.562+08:00itz..the day i been waiting for...!!!!!!!!!!!!<br />hahax...well im sick still down with fever..tho..<br />but what the hack..im still going to enjoy my day..<br />with my couz..at the concert no matters what...hehe<br />biar aku sakit nak mampos pon aku tetap pergi..<br />aku dah beli tixket siol..tak kn nk wasted...sey..<br />betol tk??? hehe......anyway..<br />i be back with the picture at the concert..!!! later tonite or<br />tomorrow..!! hehe..<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/5068350403413347601-3967970272681562346?l=badattitude-mizzundaztood.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>mizzundaztoodhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01715974607910258802noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5068350403413347601.post-28762798929234550122009-06-02T01:17:00.000+08:002009-06-04T01:18:07.901+08:00i missing him badly<br />please god help me...<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/5068350403413347601-2876279892923455012?l=badattitude-mizzundaztood.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>mizzundaztoodhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01715974607910258802noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5068350403413347601.post-31015352209487518802009-05-29T03:02:00.000+08:002009-05-30T03:12:54.807+08:00me and my family..go to jalan rajah..to set up deco..<br />im having a fever..bad one..,coughing..sore throat..<br />i didnt help much this time..,my sis..is going home..with her baby..<br />i tag along..but poor mummy and daddy..dey face..look like..please dont leave us here<br />coz usally i help alot...,due to fever..i decided to go back with my sis..<br />itz suck...coz i didnt help..and some more..i didnt have my extra money..haha<br />hmm..oh yeah...before i go back..i help my mum go buy food..at this..one place..<br />shoot..! i forget d name of d mkn place..hehe.<br />while i was waitin..for d food i order...,d oppersite shop..have alot of channel 8<br />star..like joanne peh..(my favorite) pierre peng,shawn someting hehe..alot la..<br />oh..and babyface..<br />my brother-in-law..ask me to go and take picture with them..but,,omg<br />im so..out of place..(my clothing..is from mars..dat tym)hehe..<br />so i said no..,<br />but i regret it..siol..!! damn stupid..hehe..<br />anyway..yeah..dats it..<br /><br />why isit so hard for me to forget him??? omg..<br />still think about him tho..(crap..)<br /><br />please god help me erase him from my mind and heart..<br />i dont want to be hurt anymore..<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/5068350403413347601-3101535220948751880?l=badattitude-mizzundaztood.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>mizzundaztoodhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01715974607910258802noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5068350403413347601.post-62930654838979757022009-05-27T00:19:00.000+08:002009-05-28T00:23:15.803+08:00im feeling down..<br />im down with flu..itz suckz..<br /><br />dunno wat happen..<br />feeling kinda lonely..and datz really suckz..<br /><br />i noe dis..guy..., okla.. attitude..all ok<br />btw when he told me..he like's me..<br />i just say gdbye..like i dnt noe..<br />happen to me..,like after my break up..<br />i can't seem to move on..<br />omg...! please help me move on<br /><br />haha..<br />itz sound stupid..but yeah..<br />itz hard for me to forget about him....<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/5068350403413347601-6293065483897975702?l=badattitude-mizzundaztood.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>mizzundaztoodhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01715974607910258802noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5068350403413347601.post-1385038764771968972009-05-24T23:00:00.001+08:002009-05-25T13:08:10.869+08:00i meet my friends sha2 again..today.. ard 3+<br />meet her at tampines mall..,before she arrived..<br />i go shopping 1st..,buy 3 ladies sweater..black sleeveless<br />and a sunglasses..then we eat at kfc..we chat2 then when<br />shopping again..and itz tym to go home..she told me its to early sey..<br />i said let's watch movie..haha..then she said..omg!! why never tell her<br />early?? she oso wanted to watch movie..but itz to late., i have to go home oready<br />mum call my cell..tup3..i take bus 168 when st8 home...hahax,<br />i reach home ard 9+<br /><br />my aunt come over but i missed her..by 30mins..<br />she when home oready.., but she told my mum<br />that her future son-in-law..what's to match make me..with<br />his friend..? and his friend..oso really wanted to get to know me..<br />to me like ok..?? but im a nobody.., no aducations..and all<br />i told my mum..who really wants a girl..who have no future with??<br /><br />look at me and asri..?? he's from poly..me?? no where?<br />end up broke up..with him..because..of his family??<br />i know the main reason why...<br />im disable..unwanted person..that's who i am..now and forever..<br />haiz..hopefully everything change..and change soon..<br /><br />and hope that i can heal too..<br /><br />btw...shud i say yes to know hidayat friend??<br />or..i juz keep being single..?<br />omg..!! im afraid that all guyz have the same..attitude..<br /><br />oh..god..please help me..<br />release me..from..what ever bad thing's are going to happen to me..<br />i had enuf..already..<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/5068350403413347601-138503876477196897?l=badattitude-mizzundaztood.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>mizzundaztoodhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01715974607910258802noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5068350403413347601.post-20177569118879078162009-05-21T23:05:00.003+08:002009-05-21T23:05:49.541+08:00im tryin to love myself first<br />before i can love somebody else....<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/5068350403413347601-2017756911887907816?l=badattitude-mizzundaztood.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>mizzundaztoodhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01715974607910258802noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5068350403413347601.post-77982409710771211642009-05-20T22:05:00.000+08:002009-05-21T23:10:29.041+08:00why..?? im sad because of you..<br />i cry because of you<br />i love you..<br />i miss you..<br />i care about you..<br />but that still not enuf for you....<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/5068350403413347601-7798240971077121164?l=badattitude-mizzundaztood.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>mizzundaztoodhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01715974607910258802noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5068350403413347601.post-3143135116601196272009-05-18T00:14:00.004+08:002009-05-18T00:19:17.200+08:00im down and upset..ever since i saw you again..<br />i can't focus..i can't forget about you..<br />why you do this to me..??<br />why shud i fall in love with you..??<br />what happen between us??<br />hope that we can still be together..coz<br />im loving..you<br />and missing you so much..<br /><br />only god...knows and hope he answer my prayers....<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/5068350403413347601-314313511660119627?l=badattitude-mizzundaztood.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>mizzundaztoodhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01715974607910258802noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5068350403413347601.post-78416944060103521622009-05-17T01:19:00.001+08:002009-05-17T01:31:01.798+08:00i meet my old frens today..i wen out..ard 1..reach at her place..ard 2+<br />shasha u look so different sey...and she said i oso..hahax.. ard 5+ we kuar<br />we plan to meet fida too..so we wen to bugis..do some shopping<br />surveyin..and go grab something to eat..haha..we share something abit..<br />and weird part is..she noe asri..omg!! she ask me how he look like..e.t.c<br />so..yeap..i guess she noe..,wen we were talking about him..we are in d mrt.. towards.. bugis..<br />d train stop at bedok..and omg i saw him..haiz..itz hard to belive..yeap..i saw him..<br />i was like damn..!!! why in da world..u pop out from nowhere...omg..<br />why must i saw him...im tryin my best to move on..sey..<br />now..all i think is about him..shit!!! ntah la..<br />if we are not meant for each other..plz god..i dont want to see him anymore..<br />it hurts..and im still hurtin...,<br /><br />anyway..fida didnt show up..so i hang ard with shasha frens..all biol2<br />jgk mcm dier..hahaz...even myself la..hehe..<br />well itz fun..hanging out with them..hope to see them again..soon..<br />coz..wow..aku dapat alek lambat siol nari.. ard 12 aru aku pai umah..<br />power giler..kuar sorg agy lak tu..hahax<br />anyway yeap..itz been fun..<br />hope to see you again darlz...soon..i hope..!! haha<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/5068350403413347601-7841694406010352162?l=badattitude-mizzundaztood.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>mizzundaztoodhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01715974607910258802noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5068350403413347601.post-14572009003616999162009-05-14T22:38:00.000+08:002009-05-15T01:33:26.446+08:00sadness attack!! haiz...<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/5068350403413347601-1457200900361699916?l=badattitude-mizzundaztood.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>mizzundaztoodhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01715974607910258802noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5068350403413347601.post-18165019479273387202009-05-12T22:47:00.003+08:002009-05-12T22:54:48.901+08:00<a href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_aF3LapapOcQ/SgmMb61l_JI/AAAAAAAAAB4/YkXe6UBRhSc/s1600-h/DSC00651.JPG"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5334949644875463826" style="DISPLAY: block; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 320px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 240px; TEXT-ALIGN: center" alt="" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_aF3LapapOcQ/SgmMb61l_JI/AAAAAAAAAB4/YkXe6UBRhSc/s320/DSC00651.JPG" border="0" /></a> this are the tix..i buy tadi at lot1..(pussycat dolls live at singapore indoor stadium) excited giler!!sampai aku show off..hahahax...!!! well to the guyz..yg da beli..SEE U THERE!!<br />hehe..<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/5068350403413347601-1816501947927338720?l=badattitude-mizzundaztood.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>mizzundaztoodhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01715974607910258802noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5068350403413347601.post-26795625864296346292009-05-12T22:35:00.003+08:002009-05-12T22:46:37.525+08:00around 1pm..i wen out..took train..to chua chu kang..lot1<br />to purchase..4 tickets to pussycat dolls live in singapore indoor stadium..<br />hahax..im excited giler siol..i book..tix dat close to the stage...!<br />yanti contact me.rite aft i reach home..she ask me..so how..<br />which seat we got..!! i said way closer den we watch avril lavigne back in sep 2008<br />wow!!! power giler..she laugh..and scream i cant wait..twice..liao..<br />den i oso join her madness..hahahax..,now..i really can't stop smiling..sey..<br />juz have to wait till..the day come..itz on 4th june 2009..<br />like 2 3wks more..sey..haha..<br />anyway..hmm...yeap..im damn excited.., ouh..yea... i forgot<br />juz now..i dunno why..i think about my x..<br />hmm..i was in da train..and listenin to the slow meanin music..<br />den he pop out at my brain..hhmm...weird..!<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/5068350403413347601-2679562586429634629?l=badattitude-mizzundaztood.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>mizzundaztoodhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01715974607910258802noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5068350403413347601.post-46338929156956249202009-05-10T01:45:00.001+08:002009-05-11T11:47:42.834+08:00itz mother's day today..i havnt hav any idea..wat to get for my loving mum..<br />ard 7:30pm..yanti and her family come over my place..<br />i decided to go shop..with my sis..and buy cake for my mum,my aunt and my grandmum<br />celebrate..together since tak pernah buat...then we end up buying tender best spring chicken..haha we buy 5 chicken..liao..tu pon tk cukup..mkn..hahax..<br />i tot enuf sey...hehe..d chicken turn out to be small that i tot..hhahahahah!!<br />okla..dari pada tkde..benda nk mkn...but i promise..i get her..something biler dapat gaji nanti..<br />haha..!!<br /><br />aft we mkn..me and yanti..talk about goin to PCD concert..<br />so..yeap..itz confirm..we are going..!!! hahax..i cant stop smiling sey<br />even now..hahax..happy giler...!<br /><br />my niece tasha..ask me can i follow..poor kid..sey<br />she alwayz wanted to tag along but i say noe..coz..me tk cukup duit..<br />hehe..but hey..if i got money i bring liao..kesian..dier..!<br />but who noe dier nye rezeki..if my mum willingly nk kasi duit about $148<br />for her grand-daughter wow..will be great!!<br />but..hmm..i only can pray for her..haha! sorry darling..<br /><br />anw..to my loving mum..<br />I LOVE YOU MUM<br /><br />you're my earth..<br />you're my sky..<br />you're my everything..<br />till the day i die...,<br />i love you mum..<br />and i miss u alwayz..<br />i thank u..for all the love you gave..<br />cause your love to me..will never be erase..or replace..<br /><br />i love you mum..muackz!!!<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/5068350403413347601-4633892915695624920?l=badattitude-mizzundaztood.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>mizzundaztoodhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01715974607910258802noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5068350403413347601.post-16433836324256971002009-05-10T01:20:00.000+08:002009-05-11T11:54:04.963+08:00i take this pic at yanti<a href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_aF3LapapOcQ/SgegtrnyVWI/AAAAAAAAABw/itOl7WFhX_8/s1600-h/me+and+bella.JPG"> engagement day</a> this is a picture of me and my niece (bella) the pretty gal<br /><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5334408990307800418" style="DISPLAY: block; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 240px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 320px; TEXT-ALIGN: center" alt="" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_aF3LapapOcQ/SgegtrnyVWI/AAAAAAAAABw/itOl7WFhX_8/s320/me+and+bella.JPG" border="0" /><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/5068350403413347601-1643383632425697100?l=badattitude-mizzundaztood.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>mizzundaztoodhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01715974607910258802noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5068350403413347601.post-43040353005112102582009-05-10T01:11:00.000+08:002009-05-11T01:27:38.141+08:00<a href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_aF3LapapOcQ/SgcLhtkhBEI/AAAAAAAAABI/RTovHpEf4o0/s1600-h/happy+couple.JPG"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5334244957439984706" style="FLOAT: left; MARGIN: 0px 10px 10px 0px; WIDTH: 240px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 320px" alt="" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_aF3LapapOcQ/SgcLhtkhBEI/AAAAAAAAABI/RTovHpEf4o0/s320/happy+couple.JPG" border="0" /></a> here is..my couz..and her man..dayat..yesterday..engagement day.. haha..i was tired..cnt upload..it last nite..so nie..la..my darlz..she beautiful gal.. anw..yanti..hope..u and yat be together forever hingga ke jjg pelamin..amin..<br /><br />best wishes from me to you both darlz..!!<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/5068350403413347601-4304035300511210258?l=badattitude-mizzundaztood.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>mizzundaztoodhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01715974607910258802noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5068350403413347601.post-36548865740195042772009-05-10T01:09:00.001+08:002009-05-11T01:31:56.028+08:00very tiring day...but im happy..it turn out to be..what we have plann..it..!!!<br />thank god...alhamdulillah..syukur..!!!<br />anw..i juz wanna wish maria...happy birthday..<br />and congratz on her engagement...with her man hidayat..(the joker) hehe<br />may u be happy with him alwayz..my darlz..<br />best wishes from me to you..my darling...<br /><br /><br /><br />ouh..btw..itz confirm that pussycat dolls is coming to singapore<br />and we are going...and we both are goin..!!!! omg....hahax<br />happy giler..<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/5068350403413347601-3654886574019504277?l=badattitude-mizzundaztood.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>mizzundaztoodhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01715974607910258802noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5068350403413347601.post-16268271159563673022009-05-05T10:40:00.004+08:002009-05-05T10:51:36.622+08:00today is my 2nd niece birthday... she turn 16<br />omg...!!! she is gettin older...but im gettin wiser..hahaha<br />damn im turnin 25 this november..and damn im old..siol..!!!!<br /><br />my mum keep naggin..bila lah..kau nak kawin adek...!!<br />i was like what???? kawin??? i reply...ala..mak org tk kawin la..<br />org hidup single sampai..tua..,tup..tup..tup... my mum marah siol..<br />bagus...la tu..nanti mak da..tkde saper..yang nk gi jaga..kau..<br />huh?? pikir..ke situ lak..mak aku..nie..., ceh...think positive la..<br />jangan pikir bukan2... hehe...saper..yang tk nak kawin..kan??<br />juz lom ader jodoh jer...agi pon..duduk teperok kat umah..boleh<br />carik boyfriend ker??? hahaha...isk..isk..isk.. relek la..mother<br />i get married...when d tym come..aite... juz chill for now..<br />juz don't get ur high blood pressure..naik..!! hehe..<br /><br />and yeap...!! shamira..!!!<br />HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!<br /><br />btw...............................,<br />i love you mum... hehe alotz muackz...!!!<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/5068350403413347601-1626827115956367302?l=badattitude-mizzundaztood.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>mizzundaztoodhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01715974607910258802noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5068350403413347601.post-25690334052444706022009-05-05T10:18:00.001+08:002009-05-05T10:20:11.407+08:00i heard..pussycat dolls..is coming to singapore..!!!!<br />but i dunno when??? hahaha...<br /><br />hey..i wanna go..but still dunno yet..izzit true..they're coming..<br />or...false alarm??? hehe...hopefully betul..sey...!!<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/5068350403413347601-2569033405244470602?l=badattitude-mizzundaztood.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>mizzundaztoodhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01715974607910258802noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5068350403413347601.post-58645501767061260982009-05-03T23:46:00.002+08:002009-05-03T23:49:24.010+08:00im counting down..d days..to my couzzin engagement..day..<br />i juz cant wait..for it..!!! hehe...<br /><br />she's my gal..and im happy for her..<br />and hope..everything..will be goin smooth..<br />as plan..<br /><br />hopefully..there's no..bad person..or(sialan)<br />hehe..who..wanted to crash the happiest moment<br />of her life..<br /><br />hopefully takde..ar..<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/5068350403413347601-5864550176706126098?l=badattitude-mizzundaztood.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>mizzundaztoodhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01715974607910258802noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5068350403413347601.post-28590742843256857672009-05-03T23:12:00.002+08:002009-05-03T23:46:08.836+08:00im not sure..what am i suppose..to write..down.., hehe anyway..<br />a guy in msn told me..i piss him off..which i didnt..duh..!<br />he said..becoz..i didnt mit..him..or even chat with him...on the phone..<br />den i was like..okie.., coz..im not use to it..<br />last convo..is with my..hmm... itz 4mth ago...(hard to believe) yeap..<br />time travels fast..!!! den..he said...i havta move..on.. which i did..<br />anyway..who da hell..is he man?? we are not even close..<br />well he did..ask me to be his conpanion..which i didnt say yes..to it..<br />you noe..chatters..!! hard to believe.. bt yet yeap.. i havnt say anything..<br />i did..say..itz to fast to ask for dat..now..coz... i need..to know him better..!!<br />yea..what da hell..<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/5068350403413347601-2859074284325685767?l=badattitude-mizzundaztood.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>mizzundaztoodhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01715974607910258802noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5068350403413347601.post-86835634422154879902009-05-01T13:06:00.002+08:002009-05-01T13:09:25.373+08:00itz..MAY already..!!! yeah....<br />the month i been waiting for....<br />d month dat my couz..got engage..<br />ouh..i can't wait...!!<br />can't wait..till 9 may... her birthday and engagement day<br />happiest day..for her..., and me..(tompang gembira...)<br />happy for her..omg!!! so happy...<br />hehe...<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/5068350403413347601-8683563442215487990?l=badattitude-mizzundaztood.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>mizzundaztoodhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01715974607910258802noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5068350403413347601.post-76466281876657653822009-04-30T03:12:00.000+08:002009-05-01T13:20:06.935+08:00shame..on you..saiful..!!<br />to write something about maria..in your blogs..<br />she does'nt even love you..like gf of bf..<br />she your cousin.. she can't be your lover..<br /><br />grow up dude..she oready have bf..and soon to be<br />fiance..so juz stop..hurting her..<br />such a stupid..guy..you are...!<br />what kind of person are..you???<br />she did nothing to you..but yet..<br />you hurt her feeling..say something bad about her??<br />like wtf?? you know..she already have someone special..in her life..<br />stop..trying to win her over?? sicko..!!<br /><br />im angry..we are couzin..and couzin don't hurt each other feelings..<br />she is my gal.. and if you mess..with my gal... you mess with ME!!!<br />so..you better watch out..asshole...!!!<br />you damn bastard!!! nama aje..skola poly..budak pandai..<br />tapi busuk hati..nak mampos..(nampak aje baik..tapi besar nye setan)<br /><br />ini lah..nama nye..setan bertopeng manusia...<br /><br />remember..!!! juz don't cross the line...!!!!!<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/5068350403413347601-7646628187665765382?l=badattitude-mizzundaztood.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>mizzundaztoodhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01715974607910258802noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5068350403413347601.post-47954057537108673462009-04-30T01:53:00.003+08:002009-04-30T02:02:25.110+08:00hey...<br /><br />am i a bad gal??<br />i told my couz..if she invite my ex..(i won't appear on her..engagement day)<br />then she told..me she wont''but then is her friend... aiyoh..(i shud nvr date my couz fren sey)<br />now..i feels weird..sey..(tk kena tempat..gitu)<br /><br />but..she told me..she invitin her other guy frens..dat.. (i like..)<br />den i reply..i dont mind if u inviting my ex..coz mata tk sakit..klu nampak..<br />d other guy..hahahaha..jahat sey..aku nie..<br /><br />den..i juz told her..to do what ever she like..<br />coz..itz her happy day..not mine..!<br />yeah..dont mind at all...(maybe) heehehe..<br /><br />hopefully..im cool when i mit him..if..he comes...<br />aiyoh...(i have got the power..!!) hehe..da mcm captain planet siol..hehe..<br />anyway... hopefully i wont show..my sad face wen he comes..<br />mampos..!! hopefully not.. hahahaha! pray for me.. i dont wanna<br />my bad memories to hunt me..<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/5068350403413347601-4795405753710867346?l=badattitude-mizzundaztood.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>mizzundaztoodhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01715974607910258802noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5068350403413347601.post-34882890072260022822009-04-29T00:22:00.002+08:002009-04-29T00:30:31.073+08:00hmm... my bro and my 1st sis had a big fight.. (about money) ceh..<br />my bro..breaks my sis window..at her place..,my bro came back..with<br />bloody hands..(stupid..siak) bodoh nye jantan...<br /><br />dunno lah..can't they control dier nye temper??<br />we are family..(siblings some more) haiz..<br />feels like our family's breaking apart..sey..<br />i dun wan dat to happen..(like become enemy forever)<br /><br />hmm..hopefully everything change before my darlz (couzzin)<br />(tunang) engagement..on may, 9<br />i heard my sis is not coming..coz my bro..is..<br />aiyoh.. trouble..sey.. kesian maria..hmm..<br /><br />i juz...really..really..hope..everything.. get back to normal..soon...!<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/5068350403413347601-3488289007226002282?l=badattitude-mizzundaztood.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>mizzundaztoodhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01715974607910258802noreply@blogger.com